Chapter 13

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My cookie cutter not picture perfect
Unexpected but I'm worth it
Could expose you to this life, if that's what you like
Explore your thoughts, stop actin' scared
I could see you watching let me take it there
Let me show you what it's like, to fuck with something right
Girl let me put you on with something real
Wanna show you how it feels, to rock with something trill
So come join me in this room girl it's time
I know what you like baby, let me get you right
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'
I start off slow so you feel secure
Just let me know where you feel it more
If your breath gets quick, that's normal
If my hands move slick, that's normal
We could smoke one first if you tryna get lit
My weed on ten come take a hit
Cause we on girl, we on
Girl let me put you on with something real
Wanna show you how it feels, to rock with something trill
So come join me in this room girl it's time
I know what you like baby, let me get you right
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'
Say baby, stop messing with those boys get you a lady
Keep it 100 grand, don't try to play me
Fuck around with my heart might have to pay me, might have to pay me
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'

Auntie Bey gave me a thumbs up and motioned for me to come out the booth. "Bitch that was fucking amazing" she yelled when I walked out making me chuckle.

"Who was that about" Auntie Nicki asked.

"It's actually about Dinah cause when she went with no neck I was feeling some type of way. When I said "girl let me put you on with something real wanna show you how it feel to rock with something trill" I'm referring to his no neck ass cause he a fake ass wanna be ass nigga. Then when I was like "said she wanna try it ain't tryna hide it" I'm referring to when we confessed our feelings the day I beat the fuck out of Nela cause she was down for whatever. Then when I was like "fuck all of that fightin' ain't doin' no more lyin'" I'm talking about when we got into our first fight cause I lied and basically I ain't know Selena but in reality she was the first girl I ever had feelings for" I explained.

"Damn sing about the whole relationship why don't you" Ma said sarcastically.

"It's cute baby" Dinah said smiling.

"It's sexual" Ally said looking at Dinah like she was crazy.

"That doesn't mean it can't be cute" Normani shot back.

"You got anything else you wanna record before we end this session" Auntie Bey asked.

"Actually yeah" I said jogging into the booth and putting the headphones on. I held up 6 fingers telling her to play track 6. Once the track started to play I started feeling it and sung from the heart.

Do you, do you, do you wanna be...
Do me a favor, pick me up, take me out later
Don't worry about no paper, cause I got much stacked up for nights like this
My life can get crazy, I deal with shit on the daily
But baby I'm thinking maybe, we could agree to work it out like this
I need you (you, oh) to give me your time (give me your time)
I need you (you, oh) to not wanna be mine
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
Yeah, yeah
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
I need you to respect it, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Sometimes this shit get me stressing
So I need you with me
To keep me right and keep me up all night
We can get faded
This life can make you so jaded
So we can stay shaded
Just to us and try to get it right
I need you (you, oh) to give me your time (give me your time)
I need you (you, oh) to not wanna be mine
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
Yeah, yeah
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
I can't say I give my all
But tonight, I'd risk it all
Woah, woah, woah
Are you down to be...
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
Yeah, yeah
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
Yeah, yeah
Are you down to be a distraction baby
But don't distract me, let me ask you baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be
A distraction baby
Do you, do you, do you wanna be

"Yassss bitch" Auntie Nicki yelled when I walked out.

"Who" Ma asked.

"Mani, cause I kept telling her to wait patiently but I'd basically treated her like she was mine without giving her a title" I said hugging Normani. "I'm really sorry baby girl" I said kissing her cheek.

"Awwww" everybody cooed.

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"We gotta go on tour in 4 days" Lauren said laying on top of me with a tear rolling down her cheek. The other girls walked in the room crying and Normani was holding Aaliyah.

"Hey hey don't cry it's okay we'll come to some of the shows and we'll be waiting here when y'all have a break" I said pulling them on the bed so they can lay with me and Ren.

"You'll really go halfway across the world for us" Camila asked.

"Baby girl I'll go to hell and back if I had to" I said smiling.

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"Bye beautiful" I said hugging Camila tight and pulling her into a passionate kiss, but I pulled away before it got heated. I did the same with the other girls and told them to call me everyday no matter what time it is.

"Bye we love you" they yelled out the window of the SUV with tears rolling down their cheeks.

"We love y'all too" Me and Aaliyah yelled waving with tears in our eyes.

"I miss them already mama" Aaliyah said crying and hugging my torso.

"Me too baby, me too" I said wiping my eyes and picking her up. "You can't cry baby I need you to be my little worrier" I said wiping her face and kissing her cheek.

"Okay mommy, I'm a big girl. I smile no tears here" She said making funny faces causing me to chuckle and tickle her.

"You little goof ball" I said laughing.

"I love you mommy" she said kissing my cheek.

"I love you more princess" I said kissing her forehead and walking inside.

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