Dave Strider x Reader Oneshot book

Plastic wannabe

Trigger Warner-anorexic- please do not try this. You're all beautiful and amazing💕

You're in grade 10 now. Along with all of your friends. Dave, John, Karkat, Jade, rose etc. You thought Highschool was pretty okay. You had a job, your own apartment, boyfriend (Dave Strider), best friends (Dave, Karkat, John) and you were okay in general. Although you noticed, girls we all over Dave. Of course he would tell them he had a girlfriend but they didn't care. You were gorgeous, perfect, flawless skin, the perfect weight, amazing (e/c) eyes. Just beautiful.  What you didn't know was a lot of guys at school liked you. You didn't care, all you cared about was Dave. Now you started getting very low on self confidence, you had more anxiety attacks than usual. You started feeling not good enough for Dave. All the girls who like him were what you would consider perfect in every way shape and form. (Aka plastic) you always thought "did Dave like them?" "Does Dave think their pretty?" So you did what any self conscious teenage girl would do. Try and look like them. You started with your makeup, you never wore makeup but now you did.
You got up out of bed, Thursday morning. You went into your closet and put on a pair of black skinny jeans and one of daves shirts. You went to (straighten/curl/crimp whatever) your hair, then makeup. You did your make up and put your shoes on. There was a knock on your apartment door. Knowing it was your loving boyfriend you yelled "come in".  Dave walked in, "good morning babe" he said, walking into the bathroom to see you brushing your teeth. You smiled as you spat out the toothpaste substance and rinsed your mouth. Dave kissed you on the cheek. He walked into your room and grabbed your backpack, as he always does and filled your mug with your favourite (coffee/ tea). You walked out and met up with him by the door. You smiled and kissed him. "Thanks babe" you said with a smile. You grabbed your bag and mug and headed out.

-------time skip-----

You and Dave always walk to school. You walked in, holding hands. Girls glared at you, and boys drooled. You hated the way they all looked at you. Dave walked you to your first period class. You kissed and said your goodbyes. Thank god you had art class you needed to think.

-------another time skip-----
Finally it was lunch. You met up with Dave, John and Karkat in the courtyard. Although you didn't feel like eating. "You're not eating (y/n)?" John asked. "Not really hungry I guess" you replied. Dave looked at you, "you okay?" He asked. You nodded. All threw out lunch he kept offering you bites of his food. All was rejected. You stuck with your (coffee/tea).

------time skip to the end of the day----

You and Dave walked home. He suggested cafes shops and bakery's. You just weren't hungry. You walked back to the apartment building. Dave stayed at your place for a bit. "Do you want me to pick up supper?" He asked. "I'm still not hungry" you said, flicking channels on the tv. "(Y/n) I'm getting kinda worried...are you sure your okay?" Dave asked, his face filled with concern. You nodded your head. "Yes Dave I'm fine." He walked to the kitchen, "I'm gonna make pizza okay?" Dave said. You nodded. You just weren't feeling it today I guess although you knew you weren't going to touch the pizza.

-----a few weeks later----

You had stopped eating all together. You had lost weight, which made you feel happy. So you stopped eating, or when you did you would throw it up 30 minutes later. You hated yourself for doing it but you wanted to be skinny. Time flew by. Then Dave started to notice how much weight you were losing. It was Friday night and Dave was sleeping over. You decided you were gonna eat properly. You had gotten pizza and pop corn and just a bunch of junk food. Dave arrived. You were watching a movie and tried to eat a piece of pizza. No good. You ran to the bathroom 30 minutes after eating it. Dave ran after you. "(Y/n) are you okay!?" He asked on the other side of the bathroom door. There was a thud. Dave opened the door and saw you lying on the cold floor. "(Y/n)!? Are you okay!?" Dave asked picking you up. You had blacked out.

-----time skip----

You woke up in the hospital. You looked to your right. Dave, holding your hand, tears filled his eyes. "D-Dave..." You chocked out. "BABE!" Dave hugged you. "What happened!?" You asked, hugging your boyfriend back. "Never scare me like that again...you should have told me you stopped  eating!" Dave cried in your arms. You started rubbing his back. "Dave...I didn-" you were cut off. "Why did you do it!?" Dave asked pulling back. Looking in your eyes. He took his sunglasses off. "Why!?" He asked once more. "I-I...I wanted to be good enough..." You cried. "(Y/n), you're beautiful. Amazing, perfect. I'm so lucky for you to even consider liking me...babe please never do this..." Dave said. You crashed your lips onto his. "I'm so sorry...I love you" you said. He kissed you again. The kiss was filled with lust and sadness. You tasted the salt from his tears in his lips. The nurse came in, you broke apart from the kiss. "Let's start getting your medication ready, shall we?" The nurse said with a smile.