The 5th Member

Chapter 8

I wake up in my nice cozy bed. I immediately sit up and look around, and I instantly notice that I am still in the beautiful bedroom. I take a moment to sit up and wake up. I begin studying the walls there are so many pictures of us. We look so happy, so in love.

My eyes come across a picture of us kissing on a little bridge in the snow. It really is one of the cutest pictures I have ever seen.

I get up and walk over to the long standing mirror. I look at my appearance and I don't look all that bad. I decided to go find Liam. I walk out of the room and look over the banister. I smell coffee and eggs and I smile at the aroma I turn around and see a man standing behind me that is not Liam, I Scream. I trip over my own feet and fall to the floor.

"Lexi, are you alright?" He says quickly but I don't know him, I'm scared.

From the bottom of the stairs I see Jade and Liam running up the stairs with worried looks on there faces.

"Lexi what's the matter? What happened?" Jade asks me in one of the cutest accents I've ever heard.

"Do you not remember Todd?" Liam giggles and helps me to my feet. "Boy, you really had me worried there for a second" he says with relief. I walk down the stairs with Liam leading me all the way. When we get to the kitchen I see Perrie, Leigh-Anne, and Jesy sitting on the couch. They are in conversation and shortly Jade joins them. Over at the bar stools sit Niall, Louis, and Zayn. Harry is in the kitchen cooking the food.

"Sorry, I didn't know they were coming" Liam whispers in my ear "they all kind of just showed up, they are worried" I nod my head and agree with him. I go and sit in an overly comfortable chair just across from the couch the girls were sitting on.

"How is your head doing, Loulee?" Leigh Anne says with a cautious smile.

"I'm doing a lot better today, thanks" I say calmly and they all seem to relax a bit.

"Do you remember anything?" Jesy asks with a warm grin on her face.

"I can't remember anything from the past year.." I say frowning and their expressions all seem to sink too.

"It's been out biggest year so far.." Jade tries to smile but her face is sunken.

I try to give them comfort but they all seem a little uncomfortable. I smile at them a little and they smile back.

"It'll be alright love, you can come to the recording studio tonight. And we'll remind of how your life actually is!" Perrie starts "we always have a lot of fun so don't worry, it'll be easy" she winks.

I giggle a little bit which makes them all laugh too. Jesy tells me how much she misses me, And how much the fans miss me and how worried they are. My face glows hearing how important I am to all of them. It really is amazing how you can be a role model for just being yourself.

I look up at Liam, I see him talking with Zayn closely and I try to listen in on what they are saying. I barely hear their whispers, but I can tell what they are saying.

"I'm so glad she can hold conversation and talk to us now" Zayn says to Liam with a sympathetic face "We are really glad she made it bro" Zayn says while patting Liam on the back.

"Yeah.. Me too.. " he says while smiling and nodding his head. "I don't know what I would have done.. Probably would have been to depressed to do anything. I'd probably just have to quit music, she is my everything..." He says and Zayn pats him on the back again

"It's gonna be alright man"

So many emotions are running through my head and I don't even know what to do. I don't know if anyone is talking to me, I just need some time to thing about things.

"Excuse me for a second.." I say to all of them and their faces grow worried and I get up and scurry up the stairs. I think Liam is following me, but I close the door and run the the bathroom where I turn on the huge bath and get in quickly, maybe it'll be easier to relax this way... I hope.

There is a knock at the door and I quickly turn the water off.

"Come in..?" I don't know what else I'm supposed to say.

"I don't have to if you don't feel comfortable.." It's Liam "are you okay?"

He says as I feel a sickness growing in my stomach I lean myself out of the bathroom and towards the toilet as I begin to throw up everywhere. This time Liam doesn't care, he barges in and looks me after I had just threw up, I feel ashamed.

He runs over to me and buries his head into the crader of my neck. I'm breathing heavily and I don't know what to say. He whispers into my ear.

"Baby? Are you ok? Are you sick?" Before kissing the side of my warm neck. A barely even realize that I'm in the bath anymore.

"I don't know.. I didn't know.. I..." I can't talk,

Mostly because I just don't know what to say. He has a puzzled look on his face and i begin to cry softly.

"I heard what you said to Zayn.. I didn't know I was so important to you.. I didn't know I was that close to dying...I..." I'm crying harder now. Liam wraps his arms around me.

"I'm sorry, you shouldn't worry about anything love" he says while running his fingers through my hair. "Come on let's get you out of this bath." He walks over and grabs a towel, pulls me up, and wraps me in it. My eyelids are so heavy that I can't feel a thing as he carries my limo body and lays me into bed. Am I crazy? I don't know.. How would you feel if you woke up one day..

And this was your life...?

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