The 5th Member

Chapter 22

"Thats a wrap everyone!" Jesy says clapping her hands together. "I cant believe we are already halfway done with half of the album!"

After a week of recording we have already completed half of the album. The beats on the songs are just so amazing, and the vibe is crazy. Its the type that just makes you feel really good.

"I know, wow!" Jade yelps.

"Well i think im going to go home.." I say and they all look at me. When they do this i feel like i am child that they all have to keep a close eye on.

"Okay, see you later Lexi" Leigh says with a friendly smile. "Rest up and get feeling better baba"

"Thanks" I say barely with a smile at all. I have to many things on my mind to be all smiley right now. Its just so hard to get used to everything, still. " Dont worry,ill talk to you guys later"

They nod as i leave the studio and get into the car that will take me back to my house. My house that doesnt even feel like my house. I try to just think. Relax and think about what has all happened in the short amount of time since i woke up in that hospitial bed.

I met the man of my dreams. Literally. The boy i thought i would only have in my dreams. I have four amazing new friends. So why am i so worried? I think it just seems to good to be true. And usually when something is to good to be true, it isnt true. Its just a fact of life.

I hear my primary little tone on my phone, alerting me that i have a text message.

*Perrie*

"Hey Lexi, sorry you've been having a rough time lately. Lets just catch up tomorrow, we will go get some frozen yogurt, because who doesnt love frozen yogurt?! Love ya lots like jelly tots!xx"

Perrie is way too sweet. Honestly. I dont understand how a person could ever be mad at her. She always knows just what to do to put someone in a good mood. I write her back abut how i would love to take up on her offer for frozen yogurt tomorrow.

As we pull up to gigantic house, my anxiety increases to see him.

Honestly I really like him and i want things to work out.. but i feel deep inside that something isnt right. At all. I feel like i'm drowning, like they have me mistaken for someone else.

I walk up to the front door slower than usual. Why am I this nervous? I don't feel like I should be but I am.

I open the front door and walk into the house. I don't see Liam in our living room, or the kitchen. I look around the downstairs but there is no sign of him.

I plop down on our big couch and think about what I'm going to say to him.

Do I just tell him I want to take it way slower so I can make sure I love him as much as everyone tells me? I just don't want to hurt him, because I do think he has very good intentions.

"Lexi?" His voice carries from up the stairs.

"Um.." I clear my throat "yeah I'm down here"

He walks down the stairs in these very nice looking jeans. I mean VERY nice looking jeans, and this puffy black sweatshirt. His hair is kind of a mess after a day at of doing things in supposing. His smile literally could make you suffocate, because it's just so perfect.

"Hey" he says with a soft smile as he walks down the stairs.

"Yeah.. Hey" I say while picking at my fingernails, trying to avoid his gaze is killing me.

He sits next to me on our couch and I finally look up at him.

"Whats wrong?" He says placing a hand on my back, rubbing it in a circle. I shiver under his touch, feeling soothed but also a little uncomfortable.

"Oh me?" I say as if there is anyone else in our house.

He giggles a little bit and then stares at me with that smile that could kill.

"Yeah I'm perfectly fine, why?" I say lying slightly. I don't know if I'm actually fine or not.

"Well good because.." He says standing up and placing himself standing in front me on the couch.

"We are leaving tomorrow so that you can see your dad!" He says smiling.

I gasp and my jaw stays open wide. I can't believe this is actually happening.

"Stop teasing me" Liam says and I'm a little confused but still shocked from the fact that I'm going to see my dad tomorrow. I keep my mouth wide open.

"I thought you said we were gonna take it slow, I know that it's a big gift but you don't have to blow me because of it" he winks at me.

I'm way too excited to feel awkward right now but I close my mouth and jump to my feet to hug him.

His arms wrapped around me in his big sweatshirt that feels so warm around me. And I didn't even mention how he smells. His smell could literally swoon any girl. It smells a little minty but also a type of musk that makes a girl fall in love.

I pull away from the hug and look at him.

"Thank you so much" I can almost feel tears form in my eyes but I hold together long enough to get up the stairs and into our bedroom. I pull a bag for luggage out of the top of my closet and begin to pack with tears streaming down my face. When I hear him coming up the stairs I quickly wipe them off of my cheeks so that he won't have to see them.

"We better get to sleep early though" he says "we will have to leave at 2:00am if we want to get to America in decent time"

"Oh wow" I say "well I'm gonna pack my bag and then we better sleep as much as we can" I know that I could probably sleep on the plane but from my happiness and excitement, there is no way that is going to happen.

He walks over to me and kisses me on the top of my head.

"I'll be in bed" he breathes heavily into my ear and I look up at him.

"Okay" I say with a soft smile as he climbs into our bed and I continue packing in my closet.

All of my worries and stressing are gone at the moment, and I couldn't be more happy with the man who is in our bed right now.

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