The 5th Member

Chapter 17

The movie was extremely amazing. It was perfect to remember some things that I had forgotten, like how the boys act, and how their your went. I look over at Liam everyone in a while, but he doesn't seem to be able to focus.

He is playing with hands, and tapping his foot on the ground. He'd look down at his lap and then look around the theater.

I wonder what's on his mind. I tap him lightly on his shoulder, catching him off guard as he looks at me, with almost the same concerned face I'm looking at him with.

"Are you okay? We can go now. The movie is over" he begins to look around the theater, he hadn't even noticed.

"Yeah, ok." He replies. And stands up, offering me his hand. Which I accept, and I lace his fingers into mine.

He is walking at a quick pace and I'm almost nervous by the way he is acting.

We take a seat back in the car, and barely stop for any pictures. He is thinking about something. And it's bothering him, a lot.

"Are you sure you're ok." I say placing a hand on one of his thighs. He places a hand on mine and I see some tension release in his shoulders.

"Yeah.." He exhales heavily. He looks over to me and smiles gently

He isn't ok.

He isn't.

Now I'm shaking lightly and trying to keep my cool. This is not like him.. Well actually, how would I know? I don't know him. Very well.. God.

We pull up in front of his.. Our home. It's only been my home for about a week, that I can remember.

I'm probably just worrying about all of this too much. Here you go again, good job Lexi. You're always scared something crazy is gonna happen.

"We need to talk." He says while rubbing the back of his neck.

We need to talk? Oh no.

"It's okay." He say as he sees my expression change quickly.

He leads me to our couch again, and we take a seat on it. He is sitting awfully far away from me, as far as he can be on a love seat. He isn't making eye contact so far.

"So.. Did you enjoy the movie?" He begins slowly. This isn't like him. Why do I keep saying that, I barely.. Remember him.

"It's was great, you barely watched it.. Um" I say or studder to him. I feel so nervous. He is never this serious.

"That's actually because I was thinking about you.. Um. About us. How we used to be" my heart drops. I don't think I wanna hear what's coming next.

"It's not the same anymore.. I guess." He mumbles.

Honestly I knew this was gonna happen.

"Well, I'm sorry Liam. Things aren't ever going to be the same!" I run my hand frantically on the couch. "I can't be the same and I'm sorry. If I could take back the accident, I would. You know that. How do you think this is for me?! I have forgotten everyone that has entered my life, in the past year!"

"No, Lexi stop." He says as the water starts to run from my eyes. "Ahh.. I'm sorry." He pulls me closer and I accept by burying my head into his toned chest.

"I can't remember, I can't remember" I repeat to him. I wish I could. I wish I could remember it all.

"It's okay baby, it's okay." He hushes me through his thick deep accent. "You wanna know what I was thinking about?"

I nod my head, I want him to tell me every single story about us as a couple.

"Well, to be completely honest with you.." He giggles to himself and then sighs. "I was thinking about this one time, we took a shower together"

Oh my god. I feel the red already newly in my cheeks. I dig my head deeper into his chest.

"Stop it, don't you wanna hear the rest?" He says. Even though I'm not looking at his face, a smile is clearly there.

"That was the best time we have EVER, ever, made love." He hugs me tighter with his arms and I can't stop laughing.

"What?!"he laughs back "they were all great, all great.." We are both laughing together now. "I'm just saying, on a scale from one too ten, it was like.. A one hundred."

"You're nasty" I giggle into his chest then sit up to look at him. "Let's just wait a while before we start all that again" I wink at him. He playfully growls and falls on top of me.

"You sure you wanna wait?" He says while looking into my eyes. He is on top of me, and I can tell he feels very masculine.

"Yes" I breathe as he kisses the side of my neck.

"That's absolutely fine.. I dont want you to feel uncomfortable when we do again, I want you to feel just as much passion as I do" he says while sitting up.

I quickly pull on his collar and lower his face back on to me.

"I never said to stop kissing me though" I smile.

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