The 5th Member

Chapter 16

"Lexiiii!" A group of girls scream from the corner of my eye, while Liam and I are standing on the carpet getting blinded by the thousand flashes that are happening before our eyes.

I turn to look at them and they scream louder than they were screaming before. I walk their way and shake their hands while they tell me praises about how beautiful I look tonight. A couple of them ask me to take pictures with them and I gladly accept. Just then I feel Liam grab me by the arm, and I turn to him.

He has the biggest smile glowing on his face and he begins to laugh.

"Babe, you ready to go get our seats, there will be more fans at the after party you can talk to." He says in my ear.

I can't help but softly smile when I hear his thick, and caring accent in my ear.

"Sure, that's sounds fine" I say softly back to him." Nodding slowly as he places a kiss on my cheek. The girls we are standing next too shriek and I turn back to them and smile wide before walking off with Liam.

When you are going to a movie premiere and your boyfriend is one of the main people in it, you definently don't grab a thing of overpriced popcorn and have a seat.

We have many stops along the way. We walk on the main hall to enter our seats and are suddenly stopped again by paparazzi, wanting our picture.

"Come on love" Liam says as I stop, he tugs on my arm playfully and gently "we can't stop for all of them or we will be here all night."

I laughed at the way he craves my attention at all times. It's really cute, he is so so excited. He is also so overprotective.

"Alrightttt" I exaggerate as we begin again towards the theater again.

My jaw literally drops when we enter. Towards the front there is two long lines of reserved seats, and we sit there. I sink into one of the patted chairs when I try to sit down politely. I wiggle around I. The cushy chair, and I catch Liam giggling down at me.

"What?" I laugh up at him " just trying to make this chair work"

Liam's P.O.V

"What?" She laughs and stares up at me. Her eyes are shining bright under the sparkling lights of the theater.

"Just trying to make this chair work" she says bouncing up and down in the chair impatiently again. She still wants everything to be perfect.

My perfect girl.

The lights begin to dim, as everyone is seated in the theater. I sit in the equally weird chair, next to Lexi.

The movie is weird seeing on the big screen. I never imagined this would ever happen, any of this.

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I hear the shower running from down the hall. Lexi must be getting her shower she gets in the afternoons everyday.

She is probably lonely in there.

I walk down the hall and into our bedroom and to the bathroom door. Of course she never locked it. She never liked to use the lock just in case she slips or something. It's so cute.

"I know you've never loved, the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, you've never loved, your stomach or your thighs.."

It sounds better coming from her mouth. Even though I can't see her, I know she is looking down at herself, analyzing her stomach and her thighs. Why is she so insecure?

"Baby?" I hum and I here her gasp. She peeks her head out from the shower curtain and stares wide eyed, obviously embarrassed.

"Don't be embarrassed for me baby" I say as I completely pull the shower curtain all the way back.

She always does this. Sits with her knees pulled to her chest at the bottom of the shower.

"Mind if I join you?" I say, smirking at her. She giggles, and I know she wants me too.

Quickly I sit on the bottom of the huge shower floor and lay basically flat on my back and let the water hit my stomach. She always keeps it way too hot. I'll never understand why.

She slides directly ontop of me, and lays right on top of me. Chest to chest, she reaches she arms up and puts her hands through my wet hair. She knows I can't stand that.

I take my hands to push her lips to mine. The water droplets on her lips make me more eager than.

"I'll always love you.." She says through thick breath.

That's it.

Just then I flip her beneath me and I whisper how much I love her just before I..

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I've been doing this too much lately.

Ever since Lexi has been back from the hospital, I have been having amazing flashbacks.

It breaks me that she doesn't remember any of these moments though.

I have to keep telling myself that we can make new memories. She is staring at me, I see it out of the corner of my eye.

It's pretty shitty that I can't even focus on my own movie.

Everything is her, that's all it's always been.

Her.

(I neglected you guys for so long and I apologize. SOOO.. How about it guys? Did you enjoy the chapter? I'll try to start updating more frequent, it's hard for me but I'll try!! Ok?? Please comment! Thanks babes!)