Sequel to "ABUSE" ⬅ read first
It's been a year since we last checked up on the Bourgeois twins. Last time we heard from them larry was abusing Laurent.
"has it got better for them?" you may ask
Sadly no, Larry is still abusing Laurent he's so fa...
I glared at the curtains as the sun poured in, I did not wanna get up but I had to look for a apartment.
I walked past the fridge and gave it a look of disgust. Now I know I'm depressed I never turn down food.
I got on my laptop and began looking for houses. My mind was spinning and I couldn't focus on one thing. I put my head down and let out a blood curling scream. I just needed to slow down and relax.
I slowly lifted my head as the phone rang. The only person who had my new number was momma so I knew it was her.
I sighed and sat up softly clearing my throat. I ran my hand through my twists and glanced around at the messy apartment. I came back to reality grabbing the phone.
A warm smile spread across my face as I heard her calming voice on the other end. Besides Larry she was my only happiness next to dancing.
Bonjour mon beau fils comment allez-vous, je n'ai pas entendu votre voix dans un
(hello My beautiful son how are you doing, I have not heard your voice in a while)
Bonjour momma je suis d'accord, j'ai eu beaucoup de choses en tête dernièrement, tu vas bien maman?
(Hello momma I okay just have had alot on my mind lately, are you okay momma?)
Je suis d'accord mon amour, je suis juste inquiet pour Larry ... Il parle de toi beaucoup ... Tu n'es pas avec lui? Il est extrêmement triste qu'il ne mange pas et il pleure tellement
(I am okay my love, I am just worried about Larry... He talk about you alot....Are you not with him? He is extremely sad he no eat and he cry so much)
My body tensed up at the mention of Larry, I haven't talked to him in months. I didn't think he'd be worried they way he beat me at home. I will never be the same again. He hurt me so damn bad
Non maman je ne suis pas avec lui, nous ne vivons pas ensemble et il ne me contacte pas alors je ne sais pas maman je suis tellement désolé
(No momma I no with him, we no live together and he no contact me so I no know momma I so sorry)
My chest tightened a bit a the vision of Larry crying but I couldn't feel any more sympathy than that. Deep down I felt he is getting what he is deserved.
I know revenge is wrong and you shouldn't yern it but I want him to suffer for what he did. The call with momma ended and I put my head back down. This was too much to take in.
I wanted to hate him so bad but I knew my stupid ass was still in love with him and he showed up at my door right now asking to hold me I'd let him...
Comment je suis si stupide! Il t'a fait du mal Laurent, comment vas-tu fou amoureux de lui? Ughhh je te hais le coeur tu me fais toujours ressentir des choses que je ne veux pas ressentir !!
(How am I so fucking stupid!! He hurt you Laurent how the fuck are you in love with him!? Ughhh I hate you heart you always make me feel things I no want to feel!!)
I slammed my fist down on the table before whimpering. My heart hurt so bad and he probably didn't even care. I trudged to my bedroom and jumped into my empty bed. I wanted to hate him but deep down inside I knew something happened to him... This was not the Larry I knew. Something inside snapped and I'm going to find out what
Mon doux doux Larry je vais découvrir ce qui t'est arrivé, je vais libérer ton esprit pour que tu puisses m'aimer à nouveau, je t'aime tellement même si je suis stupide, je vais te sauver bébé mon amour
(My sweet sweet Larry i will find out what happened to you, I will free your spirit so you can love me again, I love you so much even though I am stupid to, I will save you baby my love)
I whispered into the atmosphere before falling asleep with tear stains on my pillow
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WOW I've been gone awhile and I'm sorry but uhh here's a little filler to make up for up loves, I will try to get back to writing again because I miss it so here ya go
