Beautiful Disaster

Getting Help

Laurent's POV

I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face. It's been 2 weeks and the Larry I once knew is back. No more "loving" sessions and I'm glad I rolled over to find a empty spot where Larry once was. I looked around puzzled. "where could he be?" I thought.

I shrugged it off and went downstairs to cook. I went to open the fridge and found a note.

To my love,

Baby I've gone to get help for my problems. I realized that what I am and was doing is wrong and I'm so sorry. It wasn't and isn't fair to you. I'm so sorry for the pain I put you through I love you so much and I never wanna lose you. Idgaf what anybody says I fell in love with you and I no regret it. No one bit. Which is why I've come to inform you that I'm going away for awhile. Now before you freak out, bebè you can visit anytime you want and you can call me, but after I get controlled I love you with all my heart.

—Larry

I put the note down and smiled. He's trying to make it work. I called up Ari and saw she posted our picture.

Then I texted Roy and stayed at BouBoo's house.

Larry's POV

I sat in a corner shaking violently. I'm in my 1st trimester of recovery medicine. Trust me, it's no Ray of sunshine either. It makes me throw up, pee 24/7 and I can eat until all 3 trimesters are up. My chest hurts so bad. I swear I've lost 25 pounds and I've been here for two days.

I crawled into my bed and layed down shaking. I don't think imma make it, but I gotta do this for my baby. I love him more than life. I stared at a picture I took of him. He looked so cute

I miss him so much. I'm suffering without him in my arms. I need to hold him. But I can't........

I was crying when my phone rang. I answered without looking. My heart almost stopped when I heard that beautiful voice that I missed desperately.

Hello?

Laurent?

H h h hi baby

It broke my heart I knew he had been crying

Hi bebè

I miss you

I miss you too bebè

I miss being in your arms

I want you in my arms

Larry please come back

I can't Belle

Why? -whining-

I have to do this bebè....... For you...... For us

I understand

Come visit tomorrow

But your only in 1st trimester

I no care I wanna see your beautiful face, and wrap my arms around you

Ok baby

My 2nd trimester is in 2 weeks. When I hit my 3rd for 2 weeks I can come home but they last for 1 month each

3 months away from you???

Yes babè

Noooooo

Be strong bebè

Ok

We talked on the phone until Lau fell asleep. I told him don't hang up cuz I wanna hear him breathing.

I soon fell asleep with dreams of my baby in my mind...

Laurent's POV

I woke up, got dressed, ate, and drove off to visit my baby. The receptionist told me his room etc and walked in.

Larry quickly tackled me on the bed and attacked me with kisses.

God I missed you

I missed you too

He wrapped his arms around me as we watched TV. I wanted to stay like this forever. We kissed every 3 minutes. I couldn't help it I missed him.

I stayed the whole day and then left. We talked on the phone all night then fell asleep.

This pattern continued through the 1st and 2nd trimester. "God I miss him, I need him" I thought as I layed down and drifted into a deep sleep dreaming about the one I cherish most in this world............... Larry