Beautiful Disaster

A Blast From The Past

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his so--

"no no that's no it"

There'll be no darkness tonight
Lady our love will shine
Lighting the night
Just put your trust in my heart
And meet me in paradise
Now is the time girl
You're every wonder in this world to me
A treasure time won't steal aw--

"Mmm maybe"

It was a sunny morning although a cloudy and dark mood hung over Larry. He sat in the den the room in the middle of the living room and kitchen. He had the radio on full blast trying to get thousands of memories out of his mind. Memories of his Laurent.

He missed Laurent terribly but he couldn't shake the feeling of something bad happening in the future. He could feel it, that feeling creeping up from his gut as if it was warning him by not going away.

He leaned back against the chair before grabbing his phone. He stared at it before dialing a number. He held it to his ear before hearing a sweet voice fill his ears. It was sweet and soft like candy and flowers.

Larry smiled to himself before smiling wide

"hi mama"

"hello my son"

"how are you?"

"I'm great and you?"

"I'm no too good mama but I have a question.. "

Larry bit his lip nervously, he was afraid to ask the question as he didn't know how to ask.

"yes my love what is it?"

"mama do you have Laurent's number?"

—

Laurent had been in bed all morning thinking about Larry. He ran a hand through his afro gently closing his eyes. He didn't bother putting on a shirt as it was only him. He laid back against the pillows as memories raced through his mind.

He let out a laugh thinking about that time him and Larry made love in the closet at the dance studio before their workshop they were 18 at the time and madly in love.

—

January 2006 — 18 years old

The air grew hazy as his breath sped up. His eyes were tightly shut as sweat dripped from his afro and ran down to his neck. His mind was foggy and his knees were starting to buckle.

Laurent was on cloud nine, and couldn't really think straight with Larry's hand in his pants stroking him. He let out a loud moan as he felt Larry's tongue on his neck

"mm L-Larry we s-should stop b-baby"

Laurent struggled to form a sentence as Larry's hand began to speed up. Laurent whined at the coldness of Larry's rings down there but moaned again when Larry's fingers brushed across the tip.

Larry removed his hand and pulled Laurent's pants all the way down, "step" he instructed gripping Laurent's hips, his lips finding Laurent's neck.

"Larry please" Laurent whined out, he hadn't been touched in awhile and he needed it "shh belle I got you just relax" Larry pulled his own pants down biting his lip.

Laurent bit his lip as lust clouded his vision. He waited to feel Larry deep inside him but got surprised as he felt himself slide into Larry's mouth. He groaned gripping Larry's afro. He placed a hand on the wall thrusting his hips into Larry's mouth.

Larry gripped Laurent's hips deepthroating Laurent not stopping until Laurent came. He bobbed his head while stroking Laurent from his base to what's not deep in his throat.

He moaned at the feeling of Laurent twitching in his throat. Laurent began grinding his hips thrusting into Larry's mouth before throwing his head back screaming.

" Merde! Merde! oh merde bébé je vais jouir!!

(Shit! Shit! Oh shit baby I'm gonna cum!!)

He thrusted one last time before shooting into Larry's throat. He slid himself out breathing hard. He whined a bit at the cold air but was taken back by Larry slamming him against the wall. Larry slid his tongue into Laurent's mouth kissing him deeply.

They began tonguing each other down as clothes flew everywhere. Larry began to grind his hips against Laurent as his dick began to harder even more. He was so turned on he was about to burst through his pants.

"I need you bebe, you feel that?" Larry pressed himself against his lover moaning at the friction "all this dick just for you Bebe" he grinded against him again causing both of them to moan.

"can I fill you up Bebe?" Larry bit his lip groaning in Laurent's ear. Laurent whimpered as Larry lifted his arms above his head pinning him with one hand. The other hand sliding down his body gripping his once again hard dick. He gave it a few pumps before asking aga"can I fill you up Bebe?"

Laurent's mouth fell agape letting out another loud moan grinding into Larry's hand "yes Bebe please!". Larry took off his pants letting his erection spring free before he grabbed the back of Laurent's legs "jump" he instructed not being able to wait much longer.

Laurent jumped up as his legs found their ways around Larry's waist. He laid his head back before groaning at the feel of Larry inside him. It felt so good he never wanted Larry to pull out.

Laurent whined as pre-cum dripped from his tip. Larry started off with slow thrusts letting laurent adjust before speeding up his hips, he bit his lip tilting his head back thrusting at rapid speed.

The only sound that was heard was skin slapping and moans mixed with screams. "You like that Bebe? You like this big dick inside you huh?" Larry growled in Lau's ear causing him to shiver in pleasure. "oh yes baby I love it! Fuck".

Thirty minutes passed before the familiar feeling bubbled in Laurent's stomach causing him to scream out "I'm gonna cum fuck I'm gonna cum!" Larry groaned as his orgasm was near as well "cum with me Bebe" they both let out a loud scream as they both came.

They slide down the wall catching their breath grinning at each other

"thank god they have showers here yeah?"

"yeah"

They laughed a bit before sneaking out of the closet and running to the showers.

—

Present time — 28 years old

Laurent laughed before feeling his cheeks light up. Oh how he'd love to feel that again.. He missed Larry but was scared to tell anyone afraid they'd yell at him for it. He laid back sighing at bit before his phone rang.

He let out a sigh before answering knowing it was mama

"hello?"

"hey Bebe"

He froze in his tracks before dropping the phone. He could still hear the person calling his name. He shook his head coming back to earth before picking the phone back up. Tears began to form before he spoke in a shaky voice

"Larry?"