*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
hi felix!!! Brizzy said over enthusiastically.
Hey...briz....what's up??
Nothing just wanted to tell you something.
Sure what??
I-- i-.......THOMAS I LOVE YOU!!!!!
I was taken back. What did she say??? I took a sip of water.... She took my hand, too quick for me to move away.
I loved you since I met you.......
She looked down at our hands.......
I like brizzy Sanders.... I like us......
Brizzy stop!! You know I'm with Jon.
Sure but you guys are across the country.......how are you supposed to be here....all....alone....without any other intimate relations.....
BRIZZY!!!!!! STOP!!!! Dodie did the same thing with Jon I can't do the exact same thing.
Sure you can.......
She pulled me close. Way too close...... But she was right....I am not intimate at all.......and because I am a sex hungry 24 year old I didn't stop her.
She leaned in and our lips touched. It got heated. Making it worse. She rubbed my chest......I picked her up and kissed her.....
Briz.....I whispered
Yea...?
I can't do this.......I pulled away.....
Yes thomas you can....you've AWAYS loved me. Especially brizzy Sanders.
She gripped my shoulder and turned me around to face her. She French kissed me. I didn't do anything.....I just kissed back. I pulled her on the couch and hovered over her. We kissed more and more I took off my clothes and she took off hers. She had on lingerie. White and Lacey. I loved it. I bit my lip. She smiled. Brizzy kissed me and rubbed my chest and stomach. Her hand crawling downward. She was at my boxers. That didn't stop her. She started to rub me. Making me moan. Loud.
I kissed her neck in return. Making her moan.
I have waited so long for this. She said between moans and gasps
I stopped. Picking her up and going to my bedroom.
I ended up sleeping with her.
***Next morning***
Hey baby.......
Brizzy...... What we did was wrong.....
And......??
BRIZZY I JUST SLEPT WITH YOU!!!! I CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!
you could've stopped me.......
You shouldn't have even started!!!!!!!
I got up and put on clothes.
Cmon thomas..... admit it..... You love me......
No! I love Jon
Then why did you sleep with me????
I looked down..... I left the room......
Scrolling through Twitter I saw Jon and dodie........ Happy........ Like genuinely happy........
I couldn't get upset. I CHEATED on him. This is just a picture......
I put my phone down and ate cereal.
I took advil. My head was hurting. What was I going to do....
I slept with brizzy
I haven't heard from Jon
Sooner or later Jon will find out about brizzy.......
Am I straight?? I slept with a girl. I liked it. I was so confused.....
**** 3 weeks later****
Brizzy has been coming over every single day. And we have been sleeping together a lot lately. I think I love brizzy. We have so much in common......I didn't call jonny anymore....I didn't text him.....but he hasn't said anything to me in a month. Maybe he was with dodie?
Briz...?
Yea?
Come over here really quick please.
Sue came over here and sat next to me on the bed. I looked at her. I kissed her softly.....biting her lip. I thought of Jon. I kissed her again. Jon..... She hovered over me kissing me.....Jon.....I kept thinking of him......I pulled away from her.
What's wrong......
This.....you.....us... everything.......I'm leaving....
I packed my bags and bought a plane ticket to Cali.
Heeeyyy.... 2 chapters within 2 hours?????!?!? I'm really excited for Jon's chapter next. I know some don't care for straight ships but for those who do that was for you......tell me what you think about it.....💜💜💜💜💜💜🍾
