*****TRIGGER!!! CUTTING AND SELF HARM!!! YOU HAVE NEE WARNED!!******
I woke up on a cold floor. My hands were tied behind me and my back was against a bed. I was in a hotel room. Dodies hotel room. I looked around. I saw dodies shadow. I shouted..
DOROTHY CLARK LET ME OUT RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!
sorry but I love you too much to let you go!
SHUT UP BITCH. YOU DONT LOVE ME!!!!!
she started to cry. She came to me wiping her tears. Jon I want you!!!
She kissed me....all previous emotions came back and I didn't stop her. She untied my hands and kissed me again.
Dodie......this is wrong on so many levels.......stop...
Do you want me to tie you back up??
No...
Then shut up. She kissed me again. I kissed her back. I started to get dizzy. Blurred vision. But my eyes could only focus on dodie.
Dodie...?
Yes jonny..?
I want you to...
She smiled.
I picked her up and threw her on the bad behind me. I kissed her. Wanting more. Her moans filled the air. I was kissing her neck and inner thigh. She French kissed me. I kissed her back. I took off my pants and shirt.
You can take mine off.....she winked and bit her lip.
I took off her button up shirt and mini skirt. She had black and red lingerie. It was attractive......very attractive.....
I slept with her.......I woke up not remembering shit. I barely knew my name......she drugged me........I woke up before her. I grabbed my phone from the table and left out as quiet as possible. i got an Uber and came home I used the spare key and walked inside. I looked at my phone.
12 missed calls: felix
Oh god.
I drank water and everything hit me.....
I slept with dodie
I was drugged
I was knocked out and kidnapped
I called thomas back.
Babe....?
MOD!!! We need to talk....
Yes......
Open your front door....
I opened it and found thomas standing there
I hugged him.....
****After 2 hours****
Jon.....
Yea...
I--i-I slept with brizzy.....
I laughed....nice one.....
No Jonathan. I'm serious. While you were with dodie. I slept with her. A lot.
I didn't know how to react.
On propose....?
Yes......
Leave.......
What?
LEAVE!!!!! I NEED TIME......
he Left.....I knew brizzy was a snake. I drove to a lake. No one was there. I stood over it. Thinking. I slept with dodie.....but I was drugged.. he did it by will. Everyone I love cheats on me. I'm always hurt in the end.....it's always me.....
I went home and grabbed a knife in my room. I drove back to the lake. I cut my wrist. 8 times. Half my arm was red everywhere...... I switched arms and started on my other arm. This wasn't my first time. I've done this before. Plenty. I covered the cuts with a hoodie and drove back home. Yes I get depressed too. Life isn't just butterflies and flowers with cupcakes and rainbows. I got back to the apartment and cried my eyes out.
I called thomas.
Hello?
Tom??
Yes????
I am breaking up with you.....
He hung up. I cried even more.
I went to a bar. A cute girl walked passed me. After a couple drinks I went up to her......
Hey sexy.....
Why hello handsome....
Might I ask what you name is?
Lele call me lele......
Cute name. She smiled.
I kissed her cheek....well I was supposed to.....she moved her head.....sneaky.....I kissed her lips.
I drank with her for a while. And I ended up getting her number.
Call me cutie!!!
Will do!!! She blushed....
I went home and slept......
***Next morning***
I woke up and ate.....
I got a text....
Lele: hey....😘😉😉
Me: hey princess...👸👸👸👸👑👑👑
YOOOOO!!!!! THEY BROKE UP!!!!!! Doing Thomas's chapter tomorrow. Way too tired. Sorry if this was bad. It is 3:00 am and I am SOOOOOOOO tired....... Btw.... Shout out to zaralele2116!!!! She is a faithful reader to my boom and comments on every chapter!!!! She is also lele in the chapter!!!! Thank you SOOOOOOOO much lele!!!!!!! Peace out painters!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜
