Good news!! I have reconnected with thomas. I am still leles boyfriend though...... Don't get me wrong I do love her but..... everyday with thomas reminds me why I fell for this idiot in the first place. I slowly started loving thomas again. I started to care a lot more about him.....I realized this when I called HIM for the first time.....
Hey thomas...
Hey jonny what's up....?
Nothing I'm just checking in on you...
Oh okay well I'm fine how are you doing....??? I'm fine ba--- thomas......
He chuckled noticing my slip up.... I rushed him off the phone and quickly hung up.....
Stupid, stupid, stupid.... You could've been more stupid in that moment. WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?! you are still with lele!!! You can't call him babe!!!!! I scolded myself......
I should probably point out that thomas lives in Cali now......yea....he lives 2 doors from my apartment. In the same building, on the same floor, in the same state.......I secretly loved it.....I was falling back in love with thomas Sanders......
I know I went from burning letters to hoping they would come....from loving the fact that thomas was gone to loving the fact that he is here........I need to sort through My feelings.
I broke up with Tom over 4 months ago
I am leles boyfriend
I hated thomas
I missed thomas....
I now want thomas.....
I really miss him......
I see him everywhere....
I want there to be a jomas.....
I know he is sorry and will NEVER cheat.
I have to brake up with lele...........
I felt bad....I know she loves me..... I love her but I miss being in Thomas's arms. I miss being with him, hearing his voice. I miss his lips. I miss calling him felix. I miss texting him everyday. I miss him calling my MOD or M or MDM.......I am so sorry lele but......I want my felix back.....I smiled at my words "my felix"
He crawled back into my heart. I gushed over thomas now. I want him more than ever.
I called lele.
Hey jonny what's up.....?!
Hey lele....um I think we need to talk...
Oh...okay..?
Can I come over in an hour?
Sure of course....
I hung up..... knowing her shipping obsession I'm sure she wouldn't mind me breaking up with her for thomas.....she loves jomas..... But she lost her virginity to me.......I know she loves me........
I rang her door bell an hour later.
Hey lele! I said overly happy.
Hello baby!!
I winced when she called me that.... I wanted to be Thomas's baby.....
I sat down on her couch her sitting opposite of me.
So what is it that you wanted to talk about...??
Lele...... I took a deep breath looking down.....
Lele I think she should break up...... I closed my eyes scarf for her reaction....
To my GREAT surprise she smiled......I was completely baffled.
She saw my face and explained..
Jon I love you I do but I think you and thomas were meant to be together......you deserve someone much better than me..... someone who makes you happy....for the past few weeks it's been....Thomas and I this and thomas and I that......
Oh god....I totally neglected my girlfriend......she sensed my guilt and reassured me......
Jon...you did nothing wrong......i love that you found thomas....again... I want what's best for you! I can find another guy......it's really not that hard......
We smiled......I stood up and hugged her one last time.....
I left her place and called thomas.....
Hey jonny....
Hey felix!! I said cheering
Are you okay...? You normally don't call me that anymore....
I'm okay now that I know I am available......
What do you mean.....?
I'll be at your place in 10 minutes.......
Okay....?
I hung up....I love leaving him guessing and confused....
I was at his door and knocked..
He opened and let me in.....
So what were you saying about being available....!?
Felix....I love you......I want to be yours again I miss you like crazy baby....I need to be YOUR man of Disney.
Our faces both went red....we hugged and then we quickly pulled away.
What about lele?!
I broke up her....don't worry she was totally cool with it......
And for the first time in months...thomas kissed me.....my knees went weak......I have missed this for so long.....I have been waiting for this. and at this moment I realized I LOVE thomas.... Like REALLY love him.....like I could get married and by a house with him love. I know I'm getting ahead of my self but I missed thomas....my felix......
Heeeelllloooooo painters and fanders!!!!!! Should I keep writing??? Or is it coming to an end???? LET ME KNOW!!!!!!!! Jomas is back!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!! I feel so happy that they are reunited... Btw go and check out the duet between dodie and thomas: birds and the second one: dear happy... I love them SO much I have them on loop!!!! Lol.. also....SHOULD I WRITE ANOTHER STORY???? maybe Jon and dodie???? Give me suggestions on another ship story..... I love writing and would love to write another one of these.....anyways..thank you so much guys!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
