Imperfections- JLS Aston fanfic

Part 6

*Astons point of view*

I felt so guilty that I’d left Cassie in the club last night but I just would stand watching her kiss another man, not when I had these hidden feeling for her…it was killing me. She was beginning to go off the rails and I needed to help her…hopefully it was just a one day thing and because of the stress she’d built up inside her because of her work. But from now on, I wanted to keep an ever closer eye on her…

‘Im sure she’s fine…’ Jay smiled as we were sat around the table in the studio

‘But she’s not answering any of my calls or texts…’

‘She’s probably just extrememly hung over…she’s probably sleeping…’

‘I should never have left her in the hands of that guy last night…’ I worried

‘Aston stop! You need to calm down and focus on your work…im sure Cassie can look after herself’

‘Im not so sure she can’ I sighed

‘Well you can call her again later…’ Marvin smiled

‘Fine’ I said, my gut had such a funny feeling that she was in danger, like I weird inclination that something was wrong…

*Cassie’s point of view*

‘Hey thanks for last night…I really enjoyed it’ Brandon smiled placing one hand on my thigh

‘Me too…’ I smiled, my eyes like dots and my head spinning

‘We should do it again sometime’ he smiled, his hand slowly making its way higher up my thigh

‘Why not now?’ I smiled swaying from side to side with the effects of the drugs

‘Come on then’ he said pulling me up off the floor but I couldn’t quite steady myself to my feet, I felt as though I was on some sort of rollercoaster

‘I guess we’ll have to do it here then’ he whispered in my ear as he began to kiss my neck and push the shirt off my shoulders and I did the same to him

*3 hours later*

‘I best get home...’ I smiled ‘ive got 30 missed calls off Aston…’ I said

‘Well can I have your number?’ he smiled high as a kite

‘Yeah…’ I said as we exchanged numbers

‘This should keep you going until the next time we meet up’ he smiled passing me a bag of white powder

‘Thanks’

‘Just…hide it under your seat or something…just incase you get stopped by the police for a random check’ he said

‘Ok’ I said kissing him again before I got in my car and headed back to my place. Why I drove under the influence of class A drugs I do not know…my life was reeling out of control and I couldn’t stop it…but thankfully I arrived home safely…

I hadn’t eaten anything today, and as Brandon had said, the drugs had killed my appetite but at the same time made me feel as though I was on top of the world…the feeling I’d longed to have for a long time. Putting the bag of powder in a hidden place i decided to save it for when i needed a hit...something to make me feel better. Wandering around my apartment still in last nights clothes, the drugs were still having a strong effect on me and as time went on I started to feel worse and worse. There was no food in my house so I couldn’t eat…but there was an unopened bottle of vodka in my cupboard…maybe that would make the pain go away? So that’s what I did….drinking it like it was water…the substance burning my insides

*Astons point of view*

‘She’s still not answering’ I worried

‘Don’t you have a spare key for her apartment?’ Jay asked

‘Well yeah…but’

‘Go to hers and check she’s ok’ he said

‘You don’t mind me leaving early?’ I asked

‘Of course not…go and find her…’ Jay said ‘Oh and Aston?’

‘Yeah’

‘Seriously…you need to tell her how you feel…’ he said

‘I don’t know what you mean’ I bluffed

‘You can spot it a mile off…its clear you like her’ he said

‘But she’s my bestfriend…’

‘And? Find her and tell her how you feel’ he smiled

So that’s what I did…leaving the studio right away I got into my car and zipped across to her apartment. Praying she’d be there and I’d finally be able to open up to how I felt. But would everything be too late…