Imperfections- JLS Aston fanfic

Part 3

So I guess I’ll see you around’ Lilly said…a bitchy tone of voice

‘Yeah you will…’ I smiled back whilst putting my leather studded jacket on, I wasn’t in the mood for confrontation and I certainly wasn’t in the mood for another run in with Eliza…

‘Your done for the day’ Eliza said ‘you’ve got a shoot for ‘summer with vogue’ next week…make sure your on time…theres going to be a lot of influential people there…oh and Cassie?’

‘Yeah’ I sighed

‘Try and get your body in a little bit of a better shape…im not asking for the world am I?...this is your job after all’ she snarled

‘No mam….’ I smiled as seriously as I could…but inside I was dying to punch her

‘You’ll thank me in the end’ she said walking off as I collected my things together ready to head over to Nandos…even though I really wasn’t in the mood for eating….if anything I needed to stop….

*Buzz Buzz*

*You still on for Nandos? Ax*

*Of course…on my way now :P* I text back immediately getting in my car and heading off into North London

*Good…Chlo and Jay are meeting us there…they asked if they could tag along :P*

The traffic was absolutely horrendous today…it took me almost an hour and a half to get over to the restaurant and It’d normally take me half an hour. But true to my word I got there, I wasn’t going to let Aston down again…even if I had no intention of eating there…

‘Cassie !’ I heard a familiar voice shout over as I walked through the double doors of the restaurant

‘Hey…’ I smiled hugging Chloe

‘I haven’t seen you for ages!’ she said squeezing me tighter

‘I know…ive just been busy’

‘You up for a proper night out tonight though?’ she asked

‘I thought we were just having a quiet meal? Im hardly dressed for it…’

‘Don’t be silly…your already working the outfit and your hair and makeup is fresh from the shoot…you couldn’t look better’ she smiled

‘But this outfit makes me look fat’ I sighed

‘Are you kidding me? You couldn’t look fat dressed as a hot dog’ she said causing me to go into fits of laughter

‘That is the most random thing ive ever heard in my life’

‘Well you know what I mean’ she huffed

‘Yeah babe I do…’ I giggled ‘and ok…I haven’t got work tomorrow so sure…’ I smiled

‘Good….’ She said guiding me over to where Ast and Jay were sat

‘So how’s today been?’ Aston smiled

‘Don’t ask’ I sighed ‘Eliza ranting and raging…’ I huffed

‘Who’s Eliza?’ Jay asked

‘My boss….Editor in chief at Vogue Magazine’ I explained

‘Oh’

‘Yup’ I laughed

We continued to chat in our little group; I’d forgotten how good it was to be in my friend’s presence. Being so caught up in the world of modelling, I sometimes forgot what it was like to be human.

‘Can I take your orders please?’ smiled a young waitress

‘I’ll have the peri peri chicken’ Aston smiled

‘Same for me please’ Jay added

‘Lemon chicken please’ Chloe said

‘I’ll have the ceaser salad’ I smiled

‘Oh come on…’ Aston sighed

‘What?’

‘You need to eat properly…’ he said

‘I am…’

‘I don’t call a salad a proper meal…’

‘Well to me it is…’ I snapped

‘And a side dish of chips please’ Aston smiled towards the waitress as she walked away to place our orders

‘Aston…’

‘I don’t care what you say…your eating those chips aswell…’ he smiled

‘Aston seriously…’

‘Cassie im worried about you…I know your not eating properly…and you’ve lost loads of weight over the past couple of weeks’ he said ‘Im going to make sure you eat’

‘You really do care don’t you?’ I smiled

‘You’re my bestfriend…of course I care’ he smiled

We continued our evening in the restaurant much the same, making jokes and chatting whilst eating our meals and having a few bottles of wine.

*Buzz Buzz*

*Have you joined the gym yet? There’s a fantastic deal on sanctuary’s in North London…you should go there…El x*

There she goes again…pushing me…it was no wonder I was so obsessive with a boss like that. I’d been out of work what 4 hours? And she was already pushing me about body image again. Suddenly I began to feel really guilty about the meal I’d just eaten…it was Astons fault. If is wasn’t for him I’d have never eaten those chips…that’s when I thought what if there was a way to rewind what I’d just eaten and get it out of my body? This was the day that my life took a wrong turn and things started to go down hill…