What's Two More

Chapter 23- Dirty Little Secret

Kendra P.O.V: Someone cleared their throat. Da'Cia and I turned to Louis standing there. He looked between us. "I came to get my cell." he said and walks and takes it from me. I don't say any thing neither does Da'Cia. We wait and see what he says. He looks down at it and see's the texts open. "What the hell Kendra? Why were you going through my texts?" he asks. Before I can reply he's already glaring at me. "Um, I'm sorry!" I say. "I don't care! I thought I could trust you.. apparently not." he says. "Lou, I'm really sorry." I say. "I don't want to here it." he says. I have tears in my eyes. "I'm the one who looked through it." Da'Cia says. "And.. Kendra could've stopped you but, I guess she isn't who I thought. Now she's like other girls nosy and goes through every ones things." Louis tells Da'Cia then glares at me. I look at him crying and run out pushing past him.
Da'Cia P.O.V: That was it. Louis had just messed up big time. I walk to him and slap the shit out of him. "I told you I was the one who went through your phone... I took it and got your pass word because I didn't want you to hurt my cousin." I say. Before Louis can say anything I glare and say "Shut up and listen. I did it after Kendra and I woke up and saw you and Liam kissing." I say. Louis face goes white. "Yea, that's what I thought." I say. "You still have no right to go through my stuff." he says. "Oh hold up. When it comes to family I have every right. Kendra was falling for you and Niall.. she didn't want anyone to know. But, two weeks ago the day of the beach she saw y'all holding hands. It hurt her. What hurt her even more is that you didn't tell her that you might be with someone." I say. "She has Niall." he says. "No.. She has no one.. She won't say it but I will she loves Niall and she thought she loved you. She deserves Niall and not some guy who lies to her and leads her on.. and I dare you to say you didn't lead her on at least once because I will slap you again. She deserves to be treated like a princess and Niall will treat her like that and I will make sure she gets what she deserves whether it's the last thing I do." I say. Louis doesn't say anything.I turn around and go to walk out.
"Why didn't she tell me?" Louis asks. "Because she couldn't let you or Niall get hurt.. Unlike you she actually cared. I read all those messages.. Kendra didn't.. I know you're the one who wanted to hide it because we weren't ready to know.. Sorry, but you weren't ready to admit it. You wanted to be with Liam while leading Kendra on. It doesn't work that way. So what ya need to do is take a step back and see who you're hurting because it isn't you. It's Liam and Kendra." I say and snatch my arm away leaving Louis standing there shocked. I head off the bus to find Kendra.
Kendra P.O.V: There was still an hour or so until the show. I'm walking and crying my head held down so no one would see me. As I walk I bump into some one. "Kenz you ok?" I hear and Irish voice say. "Yea." I say not bothering to look up. "You're lying." Niall says. He takes his hand and lifts me head. "You're crying. Why?" he asks. I shrug not wanting to tell him. "Tell me!" Niall keeps saying. He ends up pushing me against a wall and that's all it takes for me to break. "Louis hates me!" I say. "What? No he doesn't!" he says. "Why would you even think that?" Niall asks. "I went through his phone." I say. "Kendra, I don't understand why you think think that love. Tell me what's going on." I decide I might as well. I know Da'Cia and she probably told Louis. I push past Niall and turn away from him. "I started falling for both of you. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't tell either of you. I wanted to.. I did. The other week I was debating it. It was the morning of the beach I woke up early and saw Liam and Louis holding hands and cuddled. I didn't want to believe it.. I didn't.. The past two weeks I've watched how they acted. This morning I woke up and hit Da'Cia by accident. We both got up.. We saw they weren't in the room and peeked out the room. We saw them kissing and saying they loved each other. I still didn't want to believe it. I couldn't let myself believe that I wasted time on Louis when I could've spent all of it on you. Da'Cia took Louis' phone earlier before you guys got off the bus. I didn't know until after. We went through it. I tried not to at first but. she convinced me. We read the texts.. they love each other.. I'm glad he's happy and I should be happy.. but, it hurts. And no my best friend hates me and think I'm like every other girl." I finish not crying any more.
Niall comes and hugs me. "I'm sorry! He doesn't hate you. He's just upset. I wish you told me earlier. I would have proven that I'm the right one for you." he says. I nod. I think about everything and just start crying again. "It was my dirty little secret. No one knew and no one needed to." I say. "It was a dirty little secret I hoped to keep buried until I could let you know that I wanted you and only you." I say. "Why do you say it's a dirty little secret?" Niall asks. "Because, falling in love with two guys is wrong. What's even worse if finding out one is in love with a guy makes it ten times worse. I didn't say anything because I couldn't.. I know it would make me sound like some whore or something.. so I kept it to myself not even telling Da'Cia.. she guessed it.. But I wish I did tell her. Maybe then this wouldn't have happened. Maybe my dirty little secret wouldn't have come out.. the thing that would come out is that I wanted a relationship with you.. and only you.. and that I didn't care about what any one thought.." I say. "But, it was my dirty little secret." I tell him shrugging.