John's POV
Dear Diary...
Seeing Dave after two months of him busy and away at college really lifted my spirits. I need that last night, his warm touch and understanding heart.
But unfortunately all good things must come to an end, he drove me home before going back to his dorms. He insisted on staying the night but i didn't want him late to class after all the hard work he's doing. But seeing David inspired me.
I don't want to feel sorry for myself. And i shouldn't if I'm just laying here doing nothing about my life. I know I've been through a lot lately but that's no reason to mope. Gotta move on with my life.
So I have officially decided to apply for college. My grandma will be able to help me pay for it. The one David goes to for his entrepreneur business courses happens to also have an art institute tower.
Maybe ill open my own music store. Or open a gallery, maybe a stay at home blogger. I haven't sorted it all out, but ill be closer to Dave and I'll have a GED when i graduate with whatever ill choose.
Hopefully Dave doesn't have a roommate in his dorm? Probably, but ill try and get somewhere close. Wherever is better then where i am now.
I go online and fill out the college applications, the online ones anyways. I still have to go to the campus and meet the people and take a tour or two.
It's going to be a lot of work sense I'm a late bloomer but it'll take my problems off my mind for a long time, until i need to face them anyways. Then ill officially come out about it but for now i need to get my life together.
Sorry its a short chapter guys. It's a hella filler. But I'm going to publish a timeskip later tonight. Things should be getting juicy pretty soon. Kisses xoxo
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FanfictionJohn Egbert. The new nerdy kid at school, he didn't make friends well but he caught the eye of a cool kid. And when he was at his lowest point he got a text, that surely changed his life.
