We'll stay gold forever. [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 5

Hello again. I'm sorry for not updating for such a long time. I mean, I should definitely update more frequently, I'm sorry. I'll try my best to keep working on this story and all the others too!

Song for this chapter is If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember (the piano version) and it's dedicated to @lo_olaa again. This girl is supporting me like crazy not only with my writing on wattpad but also my drawings on instagram or basically just everything as she gives me the courage and motivation to keep doing what I love and what I enjoy to do. This really means a lot to me seeing as my parents and my friends don't give a second shit about that.

So with that in matter: Thank you darling, thank you for your sweet messages and thank you for you brightening up my day with your stupid jokes when I have the worst days. You rock it gurl c:

And I can't explain enough, and I won't let it last the night.

I'll show you that the image is still there unseen.

It's darkest before the light, if we shut our eyes to see.

The things that we have lost inside the lines between.

Between the black and white, where everything goes grey.

And everything's unsaid, undone and the negative bleeds away

to reveal the memory that we've waited for so long.

The image shifts as the acid drips down the paper on the floor.

Caught in a phrase, an echo in our minds.

A flash, a flood, and it's burned into our eyes.

Lilith's POV:

When I heard shouting from the living room, I woke up. I took a quick glance at the clock on the drawer. It was only eight in the morning, what the bloody hell was going on out there? "You spend way too much time with her!", I heard a girl yell.

"What do you want to say with that?", Oli's familiar voice groaned back in annoyement.

"That you should have time for your girlfriend too! She gets on tour while I am sitting at home alone, doing nothing?! What the fuck, Oli?!", she shouted back. It must've been Hannah from what I could tell throughout the conversation.

"Oh come on, fuck you. Seriously, I'm so done with that", Oli snapped back.

"You know what? Me too. I'm leaving this shithole, see you sucker", Hannah spit and I heard the door slam minutes later. Silence filled the apartment. I really didn't want to be the reason for their fight.

No matter where I would step in, I would destroy everything. My father fighting with my mother before he died. My mother being angry at me, blaming me. And now Oli fighting with Hannah? I was fed up with being that kinda burden to everyone.

I heard steps outside the door and someone knocking, obviously Oli. "Yeah?", I called and he opened the door.

"You're awake? I know it's early but we'll have to go soon", Oliver smiled at me. But I could tell his smile was fake and it made my heart feel like a stone inside of my body, way too heavy to reply something.

"I guess I'll get up then...", I muttered in reply, struggling to sit up. 

"Here, let me help you", Oliver murmured and walked up to me. He helped me change again and sat me in my wheelchair. How was I supposed to join their tour like this? They wouldn't have time to help me out every damn minute.