I'm A Bad Mother (BWWM)

14.Mom

Cascade P.O.V

I looked at Nate as he got dressed, I had to admit I forgot about the problems at hand. The burning still didn't stop but we had stuff to do. I looked at him as he pulled on his jeans and he looked back at me.

"Are you just going to look at me get dressed you pervert." He said pulling on his shirt.

"Shut up and lets figure this out." I said sitting on the bed.

I didn't both to get completely dressed yet, just had on jeans and a bra. Nate sat next to me and I waited for him to talk.

"Well first I had Pam do research on all of this and she found nothing much. James told me one story, then you told me another and finally Pam told me another. Your father either was killed by you, or he killed himself or he's not dead." He said and I gave him a confused look.

"How could he not be dead, I tell you Nate I killed him. I can still remember smelling and seeing his blood on me. Even with that part being confusing, the bigger thing is why doesn't James remember me. I can tell my mother does, but she isn't going to say anything, she's good at that." I said to him.

"Well I'm going to have to get her to talk, or you do. If she remembers you sooner or later she's going to let you know. In James case I don't want you doing anything with him just et, I want to know about everything. With him I have to deal with this lightly, he is an Alpha of a pack. A region war is the last thing I want right now. You can go down stairs and talk with her and I'm going to spend most of my night with Pam, seeing what we can find." He said as I stood.

I walked over to the dresser and pulled a shirt over my head. I didn't want to get dressed, I wanted to make love with him again, or maybe it was more like sex we had.

"No we made love." He said and I remembered this old trick.

"Stay out of my head." I said behind a smile.

He laughed at me as I pulled on my shoes and walked out of the room. I headed down stairs so I could find my mother and talk to her. I ran into James who gave me a big smile but all I could se was him promising to kill me one day.

"Cascade, how is your night going?" He said looking me up and down.

"I'm good, just wanted to find your mother and find out if she would to hang out with me and the other girls tomorrow." I said noticing he was looking at my cleavage.

"Oh sure, she's in the kitchen." He said never looking up at me.

I huffed and walked away from him as my skin crawled. This is so gross that he's even looking at me in anyway. I had to think of what to ask her when I found her but she found me. I ran into her leaving the dinning room and she smiled at me. I returned it even if her smile seemed creepy and evil.

"Cascade, how are you?" She asked stopping in front of me.

"Fine, I was just looking for you." I said and she smile bigger at me.

"I'm sure you are looking for me." She said in a knowing voice.

"Then you know why I looked for you." I said to her.

"Look Cascade its nice meeting you again after all these years but lets face it. I just want to let you know how happy I am that you finally found what I always wanted for you. Happiness and joy to whatever you want. Lets just keep James out of this." She said making me move back.

"Then you know everything, so tell me what happened and why James doesn't remember me?" I asked.

"I don't think any of you need to know anything thing just be happy." She said back to me making me frustrated.

"I think I do need to know what happened." I said getting loud with her.

She looked at me with a smile, and again everything about her just didn't seem right. I looked at her as she moved closer to me till I back away.

"I don't think you need to know anything." She said to me.

I blinked my eyes and I woke up the next morning in bed with Nate. He was getting dressed and I looked at him confused.

"What's wrong?" He asked me as I felt the bed around me.

What just happened right there? How the hell did I get here?

"What time is it?" I asked and he looked at his watch.

"6:01, why what's wrong?" He asked worried and walked to me.

"No, it's about 10:30 at night and I was talking to my mother." I said to him.

"No, that was last night and you only talked to her for about 10 minutes and you never got to the point. You kept talking about dresses and stuff, when I connected with you that's all you where thinking about." He said to me.

"No, that didn't happen." I said getting out of bed.

"Yeah I did, I talked with James and then we both got drunk last night." He said to me still confused.

"No, you spent the night with Pam looking for stuff on my family. After me and you mated we talked about this and I went to talk with her. She wont tell me anything and I woke up here in a while new fucking day." I said getting out of bed.

"So nothing that I remember from last night honestly happened, but we did mate." He said looking at my mark.

"Yes, that's what I'm saying don't you believe me?" I said feeling like he didn't.

"I believe you, just I feel like that's what happened." He said.

"Just like I was with my father." I said making him think.

"How could someone lose that much of there memory?" He asked looking at me.

"It has to be her doing something, I don't know what the hell is going on just yet." I said to him.

"Don't worry if you feel something's wrong I'm going to find out what it is." He said and I nodded as my brain tried to find out what just happened.