My Poetry

Hopeless

Leave me alone creature I want know one.
Stop poking me with care.

I'm tired of hanging on the rope of hopefulness.
I'm tired of the face slap I receive when I turn to you.

Go away! I wanna shot my doors.
Don't you get it?  I'm not your friend.
I'm an ant running for his whole..
You're a predator I need to stay away from.

You ask why I'm like this?
Are you getting angry with me?
Did you forget how much I begged for care?
I literally turned to your puppet.

You showed me hell and your hand a face slam.
You didn't care that my hearts were  open.
You don't care that they poured out to you.

You have scraped my heart upon this rocky floor
Like a knife...
You have broken heart countless of times from the heart falls.

It's okay that you came for another round. But I don't want to have anything with you.

Slam those doors close, slam them quick my heart says.

Slam them... Don't let him peek. Don't let that facade in...  He would ruin us once again.

I don't mind walking like a staggering corpse... Like the oldie who has seen worse.

So far as I don't get crushed one more time... Without a second chance to love.

I'm going now Creature... You're a friend in the briefest of moments.
That's why I yearn to give you one more chance...

But my heart is wiser than my head... Which is intoxicated with hope.