Forbidden

Chapter 6

This chapter is short, but that's just how it worked out.
-🎀🕷Newt🕷🎀

2 weeks later
MeyRin's Pov

(She's now a full vampire, so her age won't change for the rest of the story
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I had been staying in the house that I used to live in with Mika, Yuu and the other children. Apparently that hadn't stuck anyone else in here. I planned on just letting myself slip away in here. I haven't left the loft area since I got here. I didn't want to be a vampire. I didn't ever want to see Ferid again. He was right when he said he was selfish. But now he doesn't have me, the reason he turned me. He wanted me to be by his side forever, but that'll never happen now. I tell myself that I hate him. I hate him with every fibre of my being. I wish he would rot in hell.
But that's not true. I don't hate him. I don't know how I feel, honestly. I'm furious for what he did to me, what he turned me into. But that's all. In all honesty I think I miss him. I miss his laugh, the stupid smirk that never seems to leave his beautiful face. I miss the feeling of his presence next to me as we walk through the halls together. I miss him so much. I could go back. I might still have enough strength to make it to his mansion. No, I have way to much pride to go crawling back to him.
But that doesn't matter. In a few days I will be gone, as will whatever it is that I feel for Lord Ferid Bathory.

4 Days Later
I can barely keep my eyes open for more than a few seconds. I think I'm almost dead, the feeling of hunger has passed over me, now I just feel numb. My fingertips are tinted blue, I'm so cold. I heard the sound of the door opening, and Mika's voice call out my name. I didn't have the strength to reply, so I left it to him to find me. He eventually came up to the loft where I was laying.
"Oh my god, MeyRin, when was the last time you ate?! Ferid's been worried sick about you."
"Dont tell him I'm here." I said, my voice croaky and barely above a whisper.
"I have to. Or let me take you to him-"
"NO. I don't want to see him. I don't want him to see me like this. I don't want him to think he caused this." I started choking.
"No, I need to get help. I'll be right back." With that, Mika slid down the ladder and I heard the door open and slam behind him. It was the last sound I heard before my vision went white.