The Fake Nerd

Chapter 7

Ava (James on top)

The scream hangs in my throat clawing trying to get out. James smile grows darker as he stops in front of me. His dark hair is shorter no longer reaching down to his ears. His blue eyes looked menacing as he stared at me. Mason and his gang stood behind him there mouths agape. I swallow the lump building in my throat. "What are you doing her, James" i whisper out. I curse myself for still being scared of him. For still loving him. He smiles and leans down so he is right next to my ear. "I'm here for you" he rasps out. My whole body tenses even more every muscle locked and screaming in fear. He wore his usual black leather jacket that he paired with a red shirt and black jeans with his combat boots. "It's over between us James" i spit back keeping my voice low so no one can hear our conversation. He leans his jaw into my ear his stubble grazing over my ear as he whispers "It was never over to me." He pulls back and his eyes roam over my face. "It was to me" I snap. "I will get you back one way or another love" He growls out at me. Some of the students coming out of glance my way obviously curios about what's going on. "No James, i'm done" I whisper to him. I start to walk around him, but he grabs my arm hard. His squeezed his fist and i grit my teeth to hold in my whimper of pain. He clenches tighter as a try to yank my arm back. "You're mine don't forget that, I own you" He heaths at me. "No i'm not" I bite back yanking my arm out of his grasp. "Then, be prepared for war" He seethes at me.  I send him a hard glare and trudge away from him. "Be ready, Love" He says while i'm still in earshot. I shudder involuntarily at his words and start to walk. I walk past Mason and his crew who watch me like i'm a new display at the zoo. There eyes bore into me as i rush away from the school. From James. I breathe out a shaky breath as i feel bile in my throat. My inside felt burned from fear leaving a soft ache in it's wake. My bones felt like jelly i was barley able to stand. James my worst nightmare. My first love. I feel a warm tear drift down my face cradling itself at on my cheek. I swipe it away as more flood down. I swipe rapidly as more rush out. I try to collect myself and catch my breath. Stop panicking i scream at myself, but that makes it worse. I collapse on the sidewalk my knees jarring down into the concrete. I swipe my eyes and push myself back up. You can't get weak i remind myself. Get angry i think. I tighten my hands into fists as i continue down the street. James doesn't own me I remind myself. He dares to come and threaten me and try to blow my cover i seethe in my mind. My body ignites with fire as i race to my house. He thinks he can control me i scream in my mind. I throw open my door anger coursing through my body like a it is seeking the oxygen in me. Feeding off of it.  I throw my school bag down and put on my fighting clothes. I push through my bathroom door and do my paint, but this time instead of a tear of blood i drew bloodied claw marks raking over the sides of cheeks searing into the black. I was out for blood tonight. The poor person who had to fight me. I growl as i look at myself slamming my hand into my kitchen sink. James, that jerk and dog poop of a human being. He will pay for the things he has done to me. He'll pay for hurting me. He'll pay or everything. I steady my breaths as i grab my phone and text Riker to pick me up. He'll pay. He'll pay. Those two words chanting themselves inside of head. Yes he will.