After shots
Imagine for (@mahone911)
(Sorry I forgot to get your name)
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I haven't had much luck these days. After Austin and I broke up, I just couldn't think straight. It was like I lost half of my heart. I solely focused myself on nothing other than avoiding contact with anyone.
Our close friends have been constantly trying to bring us back together but I just can't do it. I can't risk another heartbreak from him. I've had enough, but at the same time I need him more than ever.
I was on the couch, wiping my last few tears that managed to slip out. One part because of the movie I had been watching, and 99 parts because it reminded me so much of Austin. The Last Song was always one of my favorite movies and now I know exactly how Ronnie felt when Will lied to her. Used and now useless.
I took a glance at the clock and it read 2:12. I had no motivation to go to bed but I was too tired to stay up. The ending credits rolled up on the tv screen and I shut it off, stopping myself from watching anymore heartbreaking movies. I sat for a while, staring at the opposite wall from where I was seated. The wall was just like me. Dull and boring. I never liked the color grey.
I scratched my forearm, contemplating what I should do now. Before I could even come up with anything, the doorbell rang. It took me a while to realize that I wasn't dreaming and there actually was someone at the door. Who would come here this late at night?
Sauntering over to the door, I unlocked it and pulled it open, the warm breeze rushing upon my face. I stood in shock of who I was seeing, yet at the same time my face showed barely any expression. Tears began streaming down my face uncontrollably but I made no effort to wipe them away. I was a mess, there was no point in hiding it.
"W-what are you doing here..." I cried, my hand still firm on the doorknob. My body was stiff and my breathing was becoming heavy.
"I..." It seemed that Austin had been crying too; I could see his eyes were puffy. "I need you."
"No you don't, you lied." I stammered, hot tears constantly flowing.
"Yes, I do." He stepped closer to me but I backed away. "I can't do this, I can't be away from you."
I shook my head, biting my quivering lip. I wasn't going to fall for this again.
"Please." He pleaded, reaching for my hand. I turned away, closing my eyes. it was silent for a moment, until I heard him take a long breath indicating that he was about to speak. "I started thinking about you, when I was at the bar with a friend. I couldn't stop. Then five shots later, my hands were shaking and I found myself wanting to be here with you."
He reached for my hand again but this time I was too slow to pull away, his touch immediately making me fall into him. He pulled me into his chest and I didn't hesitate to let him touch me. I cried harder into his arms as he hugged me tightly. I felt his finger bring my chin up and before I knew it, the familiar feeling of his lips were giving me the satisfaction I craved for so long. As soon as I started, I had no control. There was no stopping. It was like being away from something for so long that when you finally get back to it, you don't want to let go.
I was lifted up and my legs were now wrapped around Austin's waist. He walked over to the couch and set me down carefully. Our lips never lost contact and I planned for it to be that way. My shirt was pulled over my head and soon enough my pants as well.
It was my turn to strip Austin of his clothes, and when I did he kissed all over my body as if it was the last time he would be able to do so. My face was still wet from tears and apparently so was Austin's. Every time he would kiss my skin, his teardrops would fall on me and he would wipe them away gently.
We were both naked now and Austin never stopped kissing a part of me. It was slowly but suddenly. Austin thrusted into me with a quiet force and continued to thrust in and out. He leaned down and began sucking on my neck, often whispering things like "I'm sorry" and "I love you so much".
"Go faster." I mumbled into his ear as he obeyed. He was being very gentle and kind this time. Usually, he would have a lot more drive and he'd be the only telling me to go faster. But this time felt more sincere and forgiving rather than rough.
He started to grind against my hips as his member was still inside of me. I arched my back as he pulled out. He kissed between my thighs and spread them apart, staring at my wet entrance. Without hesitation, he dove in and began eating me out. I grabbed onto his hair for more support as he began rubbing me in circles with his thumb.
I don't know why there were still tears on my face, most people would be enjoying this. I just couldn't help but let them fall. I didn't expect myself to give into Austin this quickly, especially after I had been hurt so badly. I guess I just hadn't had enough yet. He was here to stay, and I was almost sure of it.
After hitting my climax, Austin licked me clean and to his surprise, I flipped him over so I now had control. I leaned down and connected our lips, his hands firmly on my hips. With our lips still together, I lowered myself onto his erect member and started to ride him. Austin's moans came and went as his tongue explored my mouth. I remember he'd used to kiss me like this whenever I was down. I guess his magical kisses still work on me.
I got off of him but held him down as I grabbed his long member, slowly pumping up and down with my hand. He was now on his elbows and he didn't acknowledge the fact that he hated when I teased him. I assumed it was because we've been separated for too long and he didn't want it to happen again.
I swirled my tongue on his tip and took him in. His length was so long that I couldn't even fit half of it in my mouth. He moaned loudly as he moved my hair to the side so I had easier access. I felt him twitch in my mouth as soon enough he came. Pushing myself up, I lowered my entrance onto his member and slowly began riding him again.
The feeling of our bodies together felt so right, I didn't want to stop. So that's what Austin did. We went at it all night until I finally had enough. But I don't think I ever will. It wasn't that I wanted to have sex, it was the fact that Austin was here and was giving me the sense that I wasn't insane. It felt like he had never left and there was no reason in apologizing.
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I have the worst sunburns on my shoulders ew.
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