I'm sad. Please help me. (A Joshler online/texting fic) ✔️

10: Are you gonna sing for me?

Hey guys I had such a busy weekend but yeaaaahhh here's a new chapter! I hope you all like it! 💕

Just so you know: I know you don't die because of weed, and no one ever died because of it. I just included it in the last chapter in the little list because combining smoking weed and drinking a lot can make you do things you don't want to ('cause it makes the drinking effect even stronger) and well, when you smoke every day, you're always under the influence of it and you're not sober which means that you're kind of escaping reality in a way, if you use weed when you're depressed. You're also pushing away the sadness which isn't a good thing. And your short term memory doesn't really work all that well anymore. Soooo long story short: weed is safe and can be great but don't overuse it and know when to use it.

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"Hey Ty, can you sit up for a second?" Josh asked Tyler. Tyler sat up and gave Josh a questioning look. Then Josh pushed himself up so he was sitting too.

"Go sit there", Josh pointed to the middle of the bed in front of him. Josh sat down in the middle of the bed while Tyler crawled to the spot and sat down, facing Josh. They both crossed their legs.

"So, I'm not really good at singing", Josh started.

Tyler lifted his eyebrows and his mouth turned into the biggest, happiest, surprised and excited open mouthed smile Josh had ever seen. "You're gonna sing for me??" He asked beaming.

Josh let out a laugh. "I think I am", he blushed.

"Oh my god! I'm so excited!" Tyler fangirled. Josh let out another laugh, blushing again. "Don't be too excited, 'cause I sure am gonna disappoint", he said. Tyler rolled his eyes. "You're not gonna disappoint. You're gonna sing for me. How can you possibly disappoint if you're gonna sing to me? No one ever did that", Tyler smiled brightly, way too excited. Josh smiled and leaned closer. Tyler giggled as he closed the gap and gently pecked his lips.

"Okay so don't expect too much", Josh said as he took a deep breath. Tyler nodded. "I won't", he said.

"When you feel you're alone, cut off from this cruel world, your instinct's telling you to run", Josh softly started.

Tyler looked up at the ceiling, fanning his eyes.

"Listen to your heart. Those angel voices, they'll sing to you. They'll be your guide back home", he continued singing.

"Josh you didn't tell me I was gonna cry again", Tyler laughed softly. "You should've warned me", he added.

Josh took Tyler's hands in his and held them firmly in his hands. Tyler looked into Josh's eyes.

"When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind. It keeps us kind", he sang. Tyler bit his lip, trying not to cry too hard.

"When you've suffered enough and your spirit is breaking, you're growing desperate from the fight", he continued.

"Remember you're loved and you always will be. This melody will bring you right back home", he sang. Tyler couldn't hold himself back as tears started to roll down his cheeks quicker again. But he kept holding Josh's hands and he kept looking into his eyes.

"When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind. When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind", he finished the song.

Tyler pushed himself up in one swift move and wrapped his arms around Josh's neck, not caring that he was throwing all his weight onto Josh.