I'm sad. Please help me. (A Joshler online/texting fic) ✔️

60: I don't need that anymore

Chapter 60.
2586 words.
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"Are you sure?" Josh asked. "Yeah, I am, baby. One hundred percent, I promise", Tyler assured him. Josh bit his lip.

"The timing has never been more right", Tyler whispered. Josh softly smiled "you're right, it hasn't", he said. He leaned down and kissed Tyler's lips softly.

"And you're sure you're ready?" Josh asked. Tyler nodded. "But it's been a loooooong time since I've actually done it so you gotta use plenty of that", Tyler chuckled as he tapped the bottle of lube that was in Josh's hand. Josh let out a laugh and kissed Tyler again. "So in love with you", he softly sighed. "I'm so in love with you too", Tyler whispered.

Josh squirted plenty of lube on his hand and slicked himself up. Josh gave him one last questioning look, causing Tyler's cheeks to turn red. He looked away.

"Yeah, I'm sure", he said. He felt Josh's hand on his cheek. Josh gently turned Tyler's face back so Tyler looked at Josh again. He connected his lips to Tyler's and slowly, gently entered him, pushing in as gentle as he could. Tyler let out a shaky breath against Josh's lips, and Josh bit his bottom lip. Their lips disconnected when Tyler closed his eyes and let his head fall back. His left hand went up to Josh's back and grabbed his shoulder. His right hand grabbed the sheets and slightly twisted them as Josh bottomed out. "You okay baby?" Josh whispered. Tyler nodded.

"Always, with you", he replied. Josh's heart skipped a beat and he kissed his boyfriend. He started rocking his hips back and forth gently, causing Tyler to disconnect their lips again to let out a soft moan. Josh moved his lips to Tyler's neck and shoulder and pressed soft, small pecks and kisses on the soft skin. Tyler closed his eyes once again. His right hand, that was twisted in the sheets, went up the nape of Josh's neck and rested it there to keep Josh close.

"I love you", he whispered.

"I'm so in love with you."

Josh's breath hitched softly. "You're gonna make me cry, baby", he told Tyler.

"Don't", Tyler let out a soft laugh. "Don't cry. Just fuck me, please", he said, nuzzling his nose against the side of Josh's head in his hair. "I will", Josh promised Tyler. It made the butterflies in Tyler's stomach flutter. He
closed his eyes and pressed a few kisses there. "I will", Josh replied, and like he said, he did.

And he kept doing that until Tyler's eyes were closed shut and his breaths were short and quick. He was almost there but not yet and he needed Josh to go a little deeper.

"Please, Josh- Joshie, please, can you please please-", Tyler stuttered, but Josh kissed his lips and cut him off.

"Stop begging", he whispered. And somehow, even though Tyler didn't notice it before, it felt as if a heavy weight fell off of his shoulders.

He didn't have to beg.

"Tell me what you need, baby. What d'you need from me?" Josh asked. He wanted to do it again, but told himself not to. Josh told him not to.

"I-I need you t-to go a little d-deeper", Tyler stuttered. Josh nodded and kissed Tyler. "Okay baby", he whispered. His hand slid down to his thigh and he looked at Tyler, who nodded. He gently pushed Tyler's leg up and he was immediately able to go deeper, causing Tyler to let out a moan.

"S-so good", he muttered. Josh kissed Tyler's jaw and cheek and forehead as he kept fucking him, chasing his own orgasm as well as Tyler's.

Tyler came first, all over his tummy, and Josh followed soon, deep inside of him.