Why Do I Love You - An Adam Gontier Story

Im Gone Forever

I went around the house and collected all the things necessary for my get away. I grabbed all my lighters, (I had five) my knife, my razors, some clothes, hairbrush, toothbrush, my jacket, and food

After I stuffed them all in my big backpack I grabbed my phone and left my old, worn down house. I'm going to miss this place.

I set off down the street in the pitch black night and walked till midnight. I was so tired, that I was going to pass out if I didn't sleep. So I found a dark alley way and sat down on the ground with my knife in my hand. I start to doze off and eventually I fell asleep to the sound of passing cars in the busy streets of Toronto.

~~~dream

ightmare~~~

I wake up in a house. A clean but yet worn down house. It looked like my house before it got old. I got up from the bed I was sleeping in and left the room. The room was all red with blue furniture just like my room.

I walked down the creaky steps and hear voices in the far distance. When I came near the voices, I saw a family eating dinner at the kitchen table. At that moment I realized that this was my house and that was my family. Only I wasn't there.

I remember this though. My mom used to talk about this night a lot. This is when my brother was 5 and it was two years before I was born. This was the night my mom meet the kidnapper.

I tried yelling at her to not leave the house but she couldn't hear me. Then I started to fade away. "Mom! Mom! Mom please don't go! Mom!" Then I was at the park. It was a beautiful day and my mother and I went to the park. But here I am watching myself and my mom at the park. I was like 5 when this happened. Wait a sec.

"Mom! Go home! Mom! Please listen to me!" I was standing right next to her screaming in her ear. But she didn't hear me. I started to fade away again but this this time I woke up startled to death.

"Mom!" I screamed. God I miss her. I look up at the sky and see that it was midday. So I stood up and walked around Toronto for a bit, till I see a big dumpster. I had to go dig in it for a rope so I dug in.

"Who are you little lady?" I looked up with a dirty face and started at the man. "How old are you?" Still I stare at him. He looked so fimmilar but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. "Hello?" He waved his hand in my face.

"Oh sorry! Why you want to know!? You want to report me!?" I was for no reason, yelling at the dude.

"OK OK just listen. I am a nice dude and I want to know what girl like you is doing out here?" I know him know. He was the pizza man my dad was friends with. I hate the guy.

"Listen I don't want to start trouble so uh just leave." I began to dig again.

"Well judging by your shirt you want these tickets." I looked down at my shirt (which was my favorite band,) as he handed me the tickets and then left. I looked at the tickets which read "Three Days Grace Concert tonight!" Oh my god he's right! I love them and I get to go to a concert tonight at 5o clock. Lucky me man. Only 4 hours to go.