Why Do I Love You - An Adam Gontier Story

My Crazy Ass Dreams Are Fucked Up

Dream/nightmare

I woke up in a room. Next to a man. He had short black hair, tattoos on his arm, and he looked familiar. I got up out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I looked at my self I'm the mirror hanging on he wall.

I looked older, way older. I was in my under wear, I had long black hair, and I mean long. It went about half way down my arms. I also had lots of tattoos just like that man. All of a sudden I feel hands go around my stomach and I feel someone breathing behind my ears.

"Hey, you asshat, what are you doing up so early?" Asshat? What the hell kind of word was that. But then I noticed who that man was. It was Adam. But I'm way younger than him. How the fuck am I with him then.

But just as I was turning towards him my vision blacked out and I woke up someplace else ad I was young again.

I looked around the small white room that had no windows and it only had one bed. What the fuck is this place and why does it look familiar. I heard the door open and I looked over to see three men in white come after me. They grabbed me and held me tight as they brought me to a room with a man in a tuxedo was sitting at a metal table. The guards sat me across from him and locked me tight to the chair.

"Now, Connie I heard that you did it again?" What was he talking about? Wait I know where I am. I'm in a mental hospital!

When my mom died I went crazy. I ended up killing people and guards so I got locked up for a year or two.

"Yeah what of it." I can't control what I say because these were the same exact words I said to him.

"Now, no need to talk foul mouth. You need to stop killing people."

"I don't give a crap what you say." I started getting up and I got real violent. "You big piece of" but I didn't get to finish because the guards came over and stuck a needle in my neck. Then I woke up in the real world.

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Hey guys its Christmas! So I decided to give you a chapter. Well chapters. As you my know I can't update a lot cause I have to wait till I go to my grandmas and sometimes we don't go there like weeks after weeks. So merry Christmas my little angels.

Oh and I wanted to give you guys my version of jingle bells.

"Dashing through the souls
In a one dog pulled sleigh
Through the hell we go
Laughing all the way
Maw ha ha ha
Bells and peoples souls
Making hell bright
Oh What fun it is to ride when death is on the way
Oh
Jingle bells, jingle bells,
Shut your mouth up please.
Oh what fun it is to ride with an asshole just like you! Hey!"

See great huh. Anyway don't forget to tell me what you think or what you like about the book in the comments. 

And again merry Christmas!