Why Do I Love You - An Adam Gontier Story

Save Yourself From A Life Full Of Lies And A Heart Full Of Pain And Sorrow

Connie's POV

I wake up to the sun shining in my face. I'm used to Adam waking me up so I got up out of bed and went down stairs. No one was awake so I went up to Adams room. He wasn't there. But I found a note with a bottle of oxycoton, a bracelet, and a car keychain beside it. The note read:

Connie,
I've been wanting to do something for a long time, but I was never able to do it. So I am now. I know we just started a family and we just started bonding together but I'm sorry. I'm leaving you these items. My bottle of oxycoton to remind you why I left. Yes I left because I had an addiction. That's why I was gone most of the time. My bracelet I always wear and my lucky keychain to remind you luck is on you side. I'm sorry but I had to do something about this addiction or else it can cost my life and maybe yours. If I come back from this I hope I can see you again. I love you.❤❤❤
~Adam

I cried throughout the whole thing. I love Adam and he just left like that. Why? "WHY!" I scream then I cry more. Neil comes running in the room. He took the note from me and read it. He hugged me tight and cried a little too. Soon all the guys knew. For the rest of the day we were crying mostly me and we were gloomy.

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Its been three weeks since the last time I saw civilization. I've been locked in my room for three weeks. Not talking just listening to sad music and writing down songs. Every often Neil would come and bring food and Brad would come in and cheer me up. Brad has really become a new father to me.

"Connie?" It was Brad again and I let him in.

"Connie Neil wants to take us put to eat. If you want to come." I looked up at him.

"Sure." My voice was so raspy from not talking In awhile.

We went to Five guys again and this time we didn't have to wait. So we orders our food and jut sat there.

"So Connie, did you ever think about going to school to get him off your head?" Barry asked me.

"Well" I cleared my throat "I was thinking about it and I want to go."

"OK cause we already enrolled you. You start tomorrow." Neil said relived. I nodded.

The night was kinda fun. Neil and brad kept playing with their food and got many complaints. Barry was chewing real loudly on purpose and got in trouble for that. But the big thing that got us kicked out and we can never return is that we were kinda having a food fight so we were flinging food around and it hit other people.

So yeah fun. I bet I would have fun at school. I forgot why I was sad.

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Another long good chapter maybe.

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