HIS SAVIOR , HER HERO !

NIGHTMARES & UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

CLARISSA'S   POV 

I'M STILL IN SHOCK OVER WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT. I MEAN I HAD A FEELING I WAS BUT WOW .... EVEN IF THE BABY WAS AUSTIN ARIES CHILD  I WOULD STILL LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART BECAUSE THEY ARE A PIECE OF ME .

MY NEXT THOUGHTS ARE OF JAMES AND WHAT HE'S THINKING NOW SINCE HE KNOWS NOW I'M PREGNANT WITH A MONSTER'S CHILD GROWING IN ME. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH AND BACK SINCE BOTH HIM AND CHRISTOPHER HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME SINCE I LEFT CANADA ALL THOSE YEARS AGO .

AS THE DOCTOR WAS TALKING TO THE BOYS I SUDDENLY FELT SICK AND RAN FOR THE NEAREST BATHROOM THROWING UP AGAIN. THEN SOMETHING THE DOC HAD SAID ABOUT THE TIMELINE OF MY PREGNANCY CLICKED IN MY MIND . HE HAD SAID I WAS ABOUT TWO MONTHS PREGNANT . WHICH WOULD MEAN IT WOULDN'T BE AUSTIN'S CHILD BUT JAMES'S SINCE RIGHT BEFORE I WAS KIDNAPPED WE HAD BEEN HAVING SEX. AND A FEW TIMES WE FORGOT TO USE PROTECTION. WITH THIS NEW THOUGHT IN MY HEAD AFTER I CLEANED UP I WENT BACK TO ASK THE DOC WITHOUT THE BOYS , IF IT WOULD BE POSSIBLE TO TELL EXACTLY HOW FAR ALONG I WAS WITH NOT ONLY THE ULTRASOUND BUT ALSO A BLOOD TEST ? 

WHEN I WENT BACK INTO THE ROOM THE BOYS WERE QUIET ALMOST AS IF THEY WERE IN DEEP THOUGHT TOO .  SO TO BREAK THEM OUTTA THAT THOUGHT I ASKED TO SPEAK TO THE DOCTOR ALONE . ONCE THEY WERE GONE I ASKED HIM ABOUT THE TESTS AND HE SAID YEAH THEY COULD BY BLOOD WORK AND LET ME KNOW AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SINCE IT MIGHT TAKE UP TO A WEEK TO GET THE RESULTS BACK . I THANKED HIM AS HE ORDERED THE TESTS HERE AT THE OFFICE TO BE DRAWN AND SENT OUT STAT !

JAMES'S   POV

I WAS IN SHOCK MUCH LIKE CHRIS WAS ABOUT OUR CLARISSA BEING PREGNANT. BUT THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT THE DOC SAID ABOUT HER PREGNANCY AND THE WHEELS IN MY HEAD STARTED TO TURN. IT'S ALL MAKING SENSE NOW MUCH MORE THAN BEFORE WHEN WE JUST THOUGHT SHE WAS SICK, DREADING HEARING SHE WAS CARRYING A MONSTER'S BABY INSIDE HER . NO SHE WASN'T SHE WAS HAVING OUR CHILD, MY CHILD . FUNNY HOW A FEW LITTLE MISTAKES WILL BITE YOU ON THE ASS SOMETIMES. BUT IN THIS CASE ITS A GOOD WAY.

BUT I'M HAPPY FOR ONCE IF SHE IS HAVING OUR CHILD , BECAUSE THEN I WOULD GET MY WISH WITH THE ONE WOMAN I LOVE THE MOST . I WOULD BE HAVING A CHILD WITH HER AND WE CAN HAVE OUR OWN LITTLE FAMILY .... I STARTED GRINNING EAR TO EAR AND I KNEW THAT WHEN CHRIS FOUND OUT HE WOULD BE HAPPY TOO . BUT THEN AGAIN HE COULD ALSO BE MAD AT ME FOR NOT USING PROTECTION THOSE FEW TIMES.....

CHRIS'S  POV 

I WAS CLOSELY WATCHING JAMES TO SEE HIS REACTION TO THE NEWS OF OUR CLARISSA BEING PREGNANT.  WATCHED HIS FACE GO FROM SHOCKED TO STUNNED TO HAPPY ALL IN A RANGE OF A FEW MOMENTS . I HAD A FUNNY FEELING THAT JAMES KNEW SOMETHING I DIDN'T KNOW YET AND IT COULD BE A GOOD THING OR BAD THING .......

HEY MAN YOU OKAY ? I KNOW THIS IS A SHOCKER BUT .... 

CHRIS MAN I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING BUT PLEASE DON'T FREAK OUT ON ME MAN ....

OKAY THEN I'M LISTENING .... 

WELL YOU KNOW HOW THE DOC SAID THAT LISSA WAS GOING TO BE A MOM IN ABOUT SEVEN MONTHS OR SO GIVE OR TAKE A FEW WEEKS..... ?

YEAH WHAT ABOUT IT ? 

WELL ...... UHMMM I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT SO I'M JUST GONNA SAY IT . A FEW TIMES BEFORE SHE WAS TAKEN , AND AUSTIN HURT HER LIKE HE DID , WE UHMMM WE HAD SEX BUT FORGOT TO USE PROTECTION BECAUSE WE BOTH WANTED A BIG FAMILY .

SO WHAT ARE YOU TELLING ME HERE JAMES ? THAT THE CHILD MY BEST FRIEND AND LITTLE SISTER IS GOING TO HAVE MAY BE YOURS AND NOT AUSTIN'S?

YES THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TELLING YOU CHRIS ! SHE MAY BE HAVING MY BABY INSTEAD OF AUSTIN'S . ARE YOU MAD ABOUT THAT ?

MAD , MAD ? HOW COULD I BE MAD AT MY TWO BEST FRIENDS IF THEY ARE HAVING A CHILD TOGETHER ? BUT YOU KNOW NOW  IF LISSA DON'T TELL BOBBY , THEN WE WILL HAVE TO AND I HAVE A FEELING HE WON'T BE HAPPY SHE'S PREGNANT . BUT THEN AGAIN HE MAY SHOCK US AND BE SUPPORTIVE LIKE I KNOW WE BOTH WILL BE FOR HER . 

HOW ABOUT WE CROSS THAT BRIDGE WHEN WE HAVE TO CHRIS ? I KNOW HE LOVES HER STILL HE'S NEVER STOPPED FROM THE TALK WE HAD . HE JUST WANTS HER TO BE HAPPY IN WHATEVER SHE DOES . EVEN IF IT MEANS SHE'S HAPPY WITH SOMEONE ELSE BESIDES HIM .BESIDES I THINK ONCE HE DOES FIND OUT ABOUT THE BABY , AND LISSA'S HEALTH HE WILL BE EVEN MORE SUPPORTIVE AND ,WANT TO HELP TOO BY KEEPING HER OFF HER FEET LIKE DOC SAID TO SINCE SHE COULD BECOME A HIGH RISK PREGNANCY .

I WAS KINDA ALSO THINKING OF MAYBE BETWEEN US THREE MEN WE COULD MAYBE  DO SOMETHING NICE AND SPECIAL FOR HER AND THE BABY ? I MEAN AT MY PLACE I CAN ALWAYS HAVE A NURSERY MADE UP FOR THE BABY, AND AT YOUR PLACE WE COULD DO THE SAME IF IT'S OKAY WITH YOU ? JAMES SAYS 

YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS A GOOD IDEA BUT HOW CAN WE GET IT DONE WITHOUT HER KNOWING ABOUT IT ?

THE GIRLS CAN HELP OUT I AM SURE . YOU KNOW HOW MUCH LISSA LOVES TO HANG OUT WITH GAIL AND JACQUELIN . AFTER JAMES SAID THAT THEY BOTH GRINNED AT ONE ANOTHER LOST N THOUGHTS FOR A NURSERY AT BOTH HOUSES.

THE BOYS TALKED MORE WHILE CLARISSA HAD HER BLOOD WORK DRAWN AND TAKEN AS WELL AS ANOTHER URINE SAMPLE TOO . WHILE CLARISSA WAS DOING ALL THAT THE BOYS MADE HER NEXT APPOINTMENTS AND PAID FOR HER VISIT.

LATER THAT NIGHT 

CLARISSA'S   POV 

I WAS SLEEPING PEACEFULLY WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I WAS RELIVING BEING TIED TO THE BED FROM AUSTIN AND I STARTED SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF . 

I WAS RELIVING MY NIGHTMARE FROM AUSTIN ALL OVER AGAIN IN MY HEAD . I FELT TWO SETS OF STRONG ARMS WRAP AROUND ME AND WAS EASILY CALMED BY THEM BOTH TELLING ME I WAS SAFE AND NOTHING WOULD EVER HURT ME AGAIN . THEN THEY BOTH KISSED MY HEAD AND TOLD ME TO REST THAT I HAD TWO HERO'S LOOKING OUT FOR ME AND THE LITTLE ONE IN MY BELLY .......

I CALMED DOWN AND SNUGGLED CLOSER TO MY LOVE JAMES SINCE I WASN'T FEELING WELL AGAIN . IT SEEMS AS SOON AS I DID THE SICKNESS WENT AWAY AND I FELL ASLEEP WITH MY HEAD ON JAMES'S BARE CHEST LISTENING TO HIS HEARTBEAT.

JAMES'S   POV  AGAIN 

CHRIS AND I WERE TALKING SOFTLY WHEN CLARISSA BEGAN SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF IN HER SLEEP . WE DID WHAT WE ALWAYS DID BEFORE WHEN SHE HAD THIS HAPPEN AND WRAPPED HER IN OUR ARMS TELLING HER SHE HAD TWO HERO'S NOW TO REST EASY ,THAT WE WERE LOOKING AFTER HER AND THE LITTLE ONE IN HER BELLY. 

SHE THEN SIGHED AND CALMED DOWN LAYING HER HEAD BACK ON MY BARE CHEST LISTENING TO MY HEART BEAT SLOWLY LULLING HER BACK TO SLEEP . ONCE SHE WAS ASLEEP BOTH CHRIS AND I KNEW WE HAD A LONG SEVEN MONTHS AHEAD OF US . AND WE DEFINATELY NEEDED TO LET BOBBY KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON . HE WOULD ALSO KEEP AN EYE ON CLARISSA FOR US WHEN WE COULDN'T BE AROUND LIKE WHEN WE HAD MATCHES AND STUFF. WE DEFINATELY HAD OUR WORK CUT OUT FOR US SINCE SHE COULDN'T BE ON HER FEET AS MUCH .