A FEW DAYS LATER
BOBBY'S POV
WELL ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS SINCE SETH AND DOLPH ATTACKED THE WOMAN I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED. DEAN AND I TOOK IT UPON OURSELVES TO LET AUSTIN, AND JAMES KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO LISSA ON NEW YEARS EVE.
NEEDLESS TO SAY NEITHER ONE WAS HAPPY. THEY BOTH DECIDED TO TOUR WITH RISSA AND DEAN. THEY EVEN GOT ANOTHER HUGE BUS FOR EVERYONE AND THE TWINS TO.
CLARISSA WENT BACK INTO HER SHELL AGAIN. THE ONLY TIME SHE TALKS IS WHEN WE TALK TO HER , THEN ITS USUALLY SIMPLE ANSWERS.
I WAS RELAXING HERE ON THE BUS DEAN HAD
FOR US , WHEN I HEARD MY LOVE START SCREAMING. I JUMPED UP AND RAN TO HER TO CALM HER DOWN SINCE SHE WAS HAVING A NIGHTMARE AGAIN ....... I WRAPPED MY ARMS AROUND HER AND SHE MELTED INTO THEM.
SSSSSHHHHHH .......... I GOT YOU LOVE NO ONE'S GOING TO EVER HURT YOU AGAIN WHILE I'M HERE
SAME WITH THE TWINS.
NNNNOOOO ..... BOBBY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND , IN MY DREAM I DON'T KNOW WHY OR HOW BUT I REMEMBER SEEING SETH THE NIGHT I LEFT CANADA ..... SHE ALMOST WHISPERS BURYING HER BODY INTO MINE.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN LISSA LOVE ? I ASKED SEEING HER BROTHER, AUSTIN, AND JAMES IN THE DOORWAY LISTENING
I'M SAYING I DON'T REMEMBER MUCH BUT I DO REMEMBER AUSTIN AND SETH FOR SOME REASON. SETH WAS THERE THAT NIGHT BOBBY ......... HE WAS ONE OF THE GUYS WHO HELD ME D..D...D....D... DOWN BEFORE AUSTIN.....
AUSTIN CLOSED HIS EYES ALSO REMEMBERING THAT NIGHT TOO ....... THEN HE MUTTERS UNDER HIS BREATH....
I SWEAR TO GOD IM GOING TO KILL SETH FOR HURTING LISSA .........WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS....?
AUSTIN CALM DOWN SHES OKAY SO ARE THE TWINS ....... JAMES SAYS AS WELL AS DEAN TOO SINCE BOBBY WAS TRYING TO CALM DOWN CLARISSA RIGHT NOW .
NO, YOU GUYS DON'T GET IT ! I SHOULD HAVE NOTICED IT BEFORE ........ WHEN SETH CAME TO THE HOUSE AFTER SHE HAD THE TWINS , SHE GOT REALLY SKITTISH AROUND SETH. IT WAS LIKE SHE KNEW HE ABUSED HER , BUT DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING SINCE SHE WAS SCARED......... DAYUM IT I KNEW THERE WAS A REASON I FELT AWKWARD WITH HIM AROUND. NOW I KNOW WHY ....... PLUS TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE HE EVEN SAID THAT DAY WHEN HE FOUND OUT I WAS A DAD AND SHE WAS THE MOM , HE REMINDED ME THAT AFTER ALL THE TIMES THAT PASSED I HAD FINALLY GOTTEN MY WISH AND THAT WAS TO BE WITH CLARISSA AFTER ALL THAT TIME ........ AND HAVE OUR OWN FAMILY OF SORTS . THIS IS ALL MY FAULT IF I NEVER WOULD HAVE DONE THAT TO HER THAT NIGHT , THEN NONE OF THIS WOULD BE HAPPENING NOW WITH HER AND SETH AND DOLPH EITHER ...... ITS ALL MY FAULT I BROUGHT THIS ONTO HER ..... IM THE ONE YOU SHOULD BLAME NOT SETH ....
AUSTIN ..... RISSA SAYS SOFTLY TO HIM HOLDING OPEN HER ARMS FOR HIM . HE WENT TO HER BURYING HIS FACE IN HER NECK LIKE HE HAS SINCE SHE FORGAVE HIM....
AUSTIN HEALEY ARIES LOOK AT ME ......... SHE BEGS BUT HE DONT JUST HOLDS HER TIGHTER
AUSTIN ITS NOT YOUR FAULT PLEASE DONT BLAME YOURSELF .......... THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME HERE IS SETH AND DOLPH , AUSTIN . ITS NOT YOUR FAULT . THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED EITHER WAY EVEN IF YOU WEREN'T INVOLVED WITH THIS WHOLE THING ...... PLUS I LOOK AT THIS WAY AUSTIN WITH OUT YOU AND JAMES I WOULDNT HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL TWIN BABIES RIGHT NOW . ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AUSTIN ...... IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN FOR A REASON STOP BEATING YOUR SELF UP OVER IT PLEASE.... PROMISE ME YOU WONT BLAME YOURSELF ..... PLEASE AUSTIN I DONT THINK I COULD TAKE THE HEARTACHE OF KNOWING YOUR BLAMING THIS ON YOURSELF ...... ?
HE NODS WITH TEARS FALLING INTO HER NECK SINCE HE HAD BURIED HIS HEAD THERE BEHIND HER EAR .....
NOW WHERE ARE MY BABIES ANYWAYS ITS TOO DAMNED QUIET IN HERE ........ SHE ASKED MAKING THE GUYS SMILE A BIT AT HOW SHE CHANGED THE SUBJECT QUICKLY AGAIN
LISSA HONEY WE JUST GOT THEM TO SLEEP . THE LITTLE ANGELS WERE MISSING THEIR MOMMY BUT WE DIDNT WANT TO WAKE YOU SINCE DEAN SAID YOU HAVENT BEEN SLEEPING MUCH SINCE ..... JAMES SAYS HANGING HIS HEAD TOO
COME HERE COWBOY ....... SHE SAYS OPENING HER ARMS FOR HIM TOO . JAMES HELD ONTO HER FOR DEAR LIFE MUCH LIKE AUSTIN WAS RIGHT NOW . BOBBY GOT UP AND GAVE THEM SOME PRIVACEY AS WELL AS DEAN SINCE THEY KNEW THE THREE OF THEM HAD TO TALK .
CLARISSA'S POV
AFTER BOBBY AND DEAN LEFT I HELD ONTO MY BABIES DADDIES SINCE I KNEW THEY WERE HURTING TOO SINCE I WAS RIGHT NOW . I ALSO KNEW THEY BLAMED THEMSELVES SINCE THEY WERENT HERE WHEN IT HAPPENED SINCE I WAS TOURING WITH DEAN AND ROMAN .
WHEN I GOT TIRED OF THIS HUG FEST I PULLED AWAY LOOKING AT THEM BOTH AND THEY KNEW I NEEDED TO TALK TO THEM ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON IN MY MIND RIGHT THEN .
OKAY DARLIN WHATS ON YOUR MIND ? WE PROMISE WE WONT GET MAD OR UPSET ANYMORE THEN WE ARE ALREADY AT SETH AND DOLPH..... JAMES SAYS
WELL GUYS IVE BEEN THINKING ALOT LATELY ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIPS. YOU GUYS KNOW ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BOTH BECAUSE OF OUR KIDS. AND WELL FOR VARIOUS OTHER REASONS TOO . I WANT YOU BOTH TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THAT . JAMES ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF OUR SON , BUT I DONT KNOW IF I CAN LOVE YOU LIKE I USED TO ANYMORE . YOU BROKE MY TRUST BIG TIME WHEN YOU WALKED OUT ON ME WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH THE TWINS . IT HURT ME TO KNOW THAT I WASNT ENOUGH FOR YOU ANYMORE AND YOU HAD TO GO BACK TO HER OF ALL PEOPLE .
AND AUSTIN I LOVE YOU FOR DIFFERNT REASONS AS WELL . YOU HELPED ME GIVE BIRTH AT YOUR HEARING WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO CALM ME DOWN . YOU HAVE SHOWN ME THAT PEOPLE REALLY CAN CHANGE IF THEY WANT TO. BUT AGAIN I CANT BE WITH YOU EITHER BECAUSE YOU ALSO BROKE MY TRUST .
DONT GET ME WRONG BOYS I LOVE YOU ALL EVEN VAL AND BOBBY AND ROMAN . ALL FOR SO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS . BUT YOU BOTH GAVE ME THE TWINS AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT MUCH AT LEAST . I DONT TRUST EASY ANYMORE AND WELL I GUESS YOU CAN THANK SETH FOR THAT AGAIN . FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE IM NOT WORTHY OF LOVE OR BEING A MOTHER .
BUT DOLL WHY WOULD YOU FEEL LIKE THAT TO BEGIN WITH HONEY WE DONT UNDERSTAND THAT ONE ....? JAMES ASKED HER
BECAUSE JAMES IVE ALWAYS FELT UNWANTED AND UNLOVED FOR SO MANY REASONS . MOST ARE OBVIOUS BUT A LOT ARENT ANYMORE ......... LIKE I SAID BOYS I KNOW THAT YOU BOTH LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME AND OUR KIDS .... ITS JUST ME GETTING INSIDE MY OWN HEAD I GUESS ....
WE UNDERSTAND CLARISSA. HONESTLY WE DO . ALLS ANY OF US EVER WANTED IS YOU TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. EVEN IF YOU DIDNT CHOOSE ONE OF US . IT JUST HURTS US TO SEE YOU OR THE KIDS HURTING LIKE NOW. IT BREAKS OUR HEARTS HONESTLY.....
YEAH ANGEL WE KNOW YOU LOVE ALL OF US. WE ARENT MAD .WE UNDERSTAND. WE JUST WANT YOU HAPPY AGAIN. AND HONESTLY WE ALL SEE HOW HAPPY YOU ARE WITH BOBBY. YOU TWO WERE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER. THAT MAN HAS LOVED YOU SINCE YOU MET. I NEVER TOLD YOU WHAT HAPPENED AFTER YOU LEFT LIKE YOU DID.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN AUSTIN ?
IM SAYING AFTER YOU LEFT HE CHANGED.HE WAS GOING CRAZY AND WAS SEVERELY DEPRESSED AND BLAMED HIMSELF FOR MAKING YOU RUN LIKE YOU DID.....IF NOT FOR VAL I DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO HIM.
HE MISSED YOU SO MUCH AND BLAMRD HIMSELF BECAUSE HE REALLY DOES LOVE YOU HE ALWAYS HAS ANGEL. JUST LIKE I HAVE TO.BUT I KNOW THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME LIKE YOU LOVE HIM ANGEL AND IM OKAY WITH IT. I WANT YOU HAPPY CLARISSA EVEN IF ITS WITH BOBBY HONEY. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE HIM ....
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HIS SAVIOR , HER HERO !
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