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THE TWINS 6 MONTH CHECKUP

SIX MONTH CHECK UP FOR THE TWINS

CLARISSA'S    POV

I WAS TIRED AND WORN OUT HONESTLY .  I DIDN'T REALLY FEEL LIKE EVEN GOING TO THE DOCS TODAY FOR MY SIX MONTH CHECK UP . THE TWINS HAVE BEEN KEEPING ME UP A LOT LATELY AND SLEEP IS NEAR IMPOSSIBLE UNLESS I HAVE A WARM BODY NEXT TO ME.

LATELY JAMES HAS BEEN DISTANT AND IGNORING ME SO I HAD A BAD FEELING HE WAS SEEING SOMEONE ELSE AND JUST NOT TELLING ME . I NOTICED HIS EX WAS HANGING AROUND MORE AND MORE AND HE WAS TALKING TO HER MORE AND MORE TOO . I KNEW THIS WOULD EVENTUALLY HAPPEN TO ME IT ALWAYS DOES . 

I'VE ALSO COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I'M REALLY UNLOVEABLE AND NO MAN WANTS TO STICK AROUND AND LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I SHOULD BE LOVED. HONESTLY I KNOW EVENTUALLY EVEN CHRISTOPHER WILL LEAVE ME . BUT THAT'S OKAY I CAN DO THIS ON MY OWN. I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND THIS LONG TO LET SOME GUY RULE MY LIFE OR MY TWIN BABIES EITHER . I'VE COME TO LOVE BOTH MY CHILDREN GROWING INSIDE ME ALL THESE MONTHS . I'VE ALSO COME TO MAKE PEACE WITH MYSELF OVER THE WHOLE AUSTIN THING. 

I CAME TO THE CONCLUSION HE SHOULD KNOW HE'S GOING TO BE A FATHER IN A FEW SHORT MONTHS. SO WHEN THE BOYS WERE ALL OUT ONE DAY I WENT AGAINST DOCTOR'S ORDERS AND WENT TO SEE AUSTIN IN JAIL . BUT I'LL GET TO THAT SOON ENOUGH .... BACK TO MY SIX MONTH CHECK UP .....

CHRIS'S POV 

BOTH BOBBY AND I WERE WORRIED ABOUT CLARISSA LATELY . SHE LOOKED TIRED AND WORN OUT AND NOT LIKE HER NORMAL BUBBLY SELF . WE ALSO WERE KEEPING A HUGE SECRET FROM HER RIGHT NOW SINCE SHE IS HIGH RISK  IN HER PREGNANCY.

WE BOTH NOTICED JAMES WAS ALWAYS OUT WHEN SHE NEEDED HIM THE MOST LATELY AND BOTH BOBBY AND I HAVE TAKEN IT UPON OURSELVES TO BE THERE FOR HER THE MOST WHEN SHE NEEDS US. AN RIGHT NOW SHE NEEDED US BOTH EVEN THOUGH SHE DONT KNOW IT YET. 

CLARISSA HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY BEST FRIEND AND LIKE MY LITTLE SISTER I NEVER HAD BUT ALWAYS WANTED EVER SINCE I MET HER AS A KID . SHE WAS THE CUTEST GIRL I HAD EVER SEEN . WITH HE LONG BROWN HAIR AND BIG BROWN EYES AND WHEN SHE SMILED SHE HAD THE CUTEST LITTLE DIMPLES . SHE STILL DOES.... AND EVERY SO OFTEN WHEN SHE WAS UP TO NO GOOD OR JUST OUTRIGHT HAPPY SHE GOT THIS LITTLE TWINKLE IN HER EYES .

I MISS THOSE DAYS AND I MISS MY LITTLE BIT . SHE'S NOT BEEN THE SAME THESE PAST FEW MONTHS AND I CAN TELL IT'S CATCHING UP TO HER NOW . SHE'S BEEN SLUGGISH AND UNABLE TO SLEEP UNLESS ONE OF US ARE THERE BESIDE HER .THEN WHEN SHE DOES GET SOME SLEEP SHE'S RESTLESS .

BOTH BOBBY AND I MANAGED TO GET HER TO HER DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT TODAY FOR THE BABIES SIX MONTH CHECK UP . SHE REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO GO BECAUSE IN HER WORDS SHE LOOKED AND FELT LIKE A BEACHED WHALE.

BUT IN MINE AND BOBBY'S EYES WE SAW A WOMAN WHO WAS BEAUTIFUL AND SIX MONTHS PREGNANT WITH TWINS . BOTH BOBBY AND I CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IF JAMES WAS GOING TO BE PULLING THIS DISAPPEARING ACT NOW THEN WE WOULD BOTH STEP IN AND HELP LITTLE BIT AS MUCH AS WE COULD WITH THE TWINS.  ANOTHER THING THAT HAS BEEN ON MY MIND LATELY IS THAT AUSTIN WAS DUE TO GET OUT OF JAIL SOON FOR GOOD BEHAVIOUR SINCE HIS SENTENCING HEARING WAS REDUCED FOR HIS GOOD BEHAVIOUR IN JAIL .

BOBBY'S   POV 

IT'S BEEN SIX MONTHS INTO CLARISSA'S PREGNANCY WITH THE TWINS. I FELT SO BAD FOR HER BECAUSE BOTH CHRIS AND I WERE KEEPING A HUGE SECRET FROM HER SINCE SHE'S SO HIGH RISK RIGHT NOW .