CLARISSA'S POV
WELL THE BOYS BASICALLY TOLD ME IT WAS MY CHOICE WHO I WANTED TO BE WITH BUT FROM WHAT AUSTIN WAS TELLING ME , BOBBYS ALWAYS LOVED ME SINCE THE FIRST TIME WE BUMPED INTO ONE ANOTHER WHEN HE MOVED IN LITERALLY . I GUESS RIGHT NOW IM REALLY CONFUSED ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND I DONT KNOW WHO TO PICK OR WHO TO LOVE ANYMORE .
I MEAN I LOVE THEM ALL FOR SO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS THAT I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN MYSELF . I KNOW THAT I FEEL SOMETHING SPECIAL AND DIFFERENT WITH ALL OF MY GUYS . I MEAN HERE IS HOW I FEEL WITH EACH OF THEM .... I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO CHRISSYFURR AND GET HIS OPINIONS AND WHAT HE THINKS I SHOULD DO SINCE HES ALWAYS GIVEN ME GOOD ADVICE BEFORE . HES THE OLDER BROTHER I NEVER HAD BUT ALWAYS WANTED I GUESS YOU COULD SAY .
MY FEELINGS WITH THE GUYS :
CHRIS : HE'S MY ADOPTED BIG BROTHER I ALWAYS WANTED BUT NEVER HAD .HE'S MY BESTEST AND OLDEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD WHO I LOVE TO DEATH . I'D DO ANYTHING FOR HIM SINCE HE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT . HE ALSO KNOWS ME BETTER THEN I KNOW MYSELF AT TIMES WHICH IS SCAREY ...MY OLDEST CUDDLE BUDDY THAT I LOVE TO DEATH AND THEN SOME
JAMES : WELL HE'S THE FATHER OF OUR SON . I LOVE HIM BUT I ALSO DONT KNOW IF I CAN REALLY TRUST HIM LIKE I USE TO ANYMORE ,SINCE HE LEFT ME FOR A WHILE FOR HIS EX AND EVERYTHING KNOWING HOW MUCH STRESS I WAS GOING THRU WITH THE WHOLE AUSTIN SITUATION , AND EVERYTHING ELSE WITH MY PREGNANCY WITHT HE TWINS . I LOVE JAMES HE BROUGHT ME OUT OF MY SHELL WHEN I CAME TO THE STATES TO GET AWAY FROM THE HELL I WAS IN , WHEN I LIVED IN CANADA. GOOD CUDDLE BUDDY TOO BUT SNORES TOO MUCH ....LOL
BOBBY : HES MY BEST FRIEND AND I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITHOUT HIM HONESTLY . HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME UNTIL THE NIGHT EVERYTHING WENT HORRIBLY WRONG AND I FLED TO THE STATES FOR GOOD TO GET AWAY FROM MY HELL LIFE THERE . HES THE ONE GUY I ALWAYS LOVED BUT YET AT THE SAME TIME I KINDA HATE HIM TOO ... IF THAT MAKES SENSE TO YOU ? HE KNOWS ME BETTER THEN I KNOW MYSELF SOMETIMES .... MY BIG CANDAIAN TEDDY BEAR AND MY ROCK WHEN I NEEDED ONE THE MOST WHEN LIVING IN HELL IN CANADA ALL THOSE YEARS . HE ALSO KNOWS WHEN I NEED ME TIME AND JUST WHEN I NEED TO CUDDLE AND FEEL WANTED AND PAMPERED FOR A WHILE . HE FEELS LIKE THE OTHER HALF OF ME THAT IVE BEEN MISSING FOR SO LONG ....
VAL : WHAT CAN I SAY HE'S MY LOVEABLE GOOFBALL BEST FRIEND WHO ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE NO MATTER HOW BAD I FEEL . HE IS ANOTHER ADOPTED BROTHER WHO I LOVE TO ANNOY AND FLIRT WITH TO ANNOY THE GUYS WHEN THEY GET ON MY NERVES ALOT MORE THEN USUAL . VAL JUST GOES ALONG WITH ANYTHING I SAY OR DO NORMALLY . HE'S MY PARTNER IN CRIME THESE DAYS ALONG WITH MY BROTHER DEAN.
DEAN : WELL HES THE LITTLE BROTHER I NEVER KNEW I HAD WHO HAS BECOME VERY OVER PROTECTIVE OF ME AND THE TWINS . HES QUICKLY BECOMING MY BEST FRIEND AND A GREAT UNCLE TO THE TWINS . I LOVE MY BROTHER EVER SINCE I FOUND OUT ABOUT HIM. WE EVEN HAVE A RELATIONSHIP THAT ONLY THE TWO OF US WILL REALLY UNDERSTAND . ITS CRAZY SCAREY HOW MUCH WE ARE ALIKE IN SOME WAYS BUT SO DIFFERENT IN OTHERS . I LOVED MY HALF BROTHER SINCE I MET HIM AT THE READING OF DADS WILL WHEN WE GOT EVERYTHING .
ROMAN : WELL HES ALSO LIKE MY NEW BEST FRIEND AND ADOPTED BROTHER TOO SINCE HES DEANS BEST FRIEND . HES ALSO MY NEWEST CUDDLE BUDDY WHEN THE OTHER BOYS ARENT AROUND AS MUCH AND I NEED A GOOD CUDDLE . HES GOOD WITH THE TWINS TOO SINCE HE HAS A DAUGHTER OF HIS OWN . I LOVE ROMIE SINCE HES ALSO VERY OVER PROTECTIVE OF ME AND THE TWINS TOO LIKE ALL THE OTHER BOYS ARE TOO ....
AUSTIN : WELL AUSTIN AND I GO BACK TO OUR DIAPER DAYS TOGETHER . HES ALWAYS LOVED ME AND I GUESS I KNEW THAT BUT ALWAYS TOOK ADVANTAGE OF IT BECAUSE HE WAS ALWAYS MEAN TO ME OR TRIED TO BULLY ME TO GET MY ATTENTION . SINCE HIS COURT HEARING AND ME HAVING THE TWINS IVE GROWN TO SEE THAT PEOPLE REALLY CAN CHANGE IF THEY WANT TO . AUSTINS REALLY TRYING SO MUCH TO SHOW ME HOW MUCH HES CHANGED AND REALLY DOES CARE ABOUT ME AND THE TWINS EVEN THOUGH WE ONLY HAVE A DAUGHTER TOGETHER , SINCE MJ WAS JAMES'S SON . PLUS LATELY AUSTIN SEEMS TO KNOW WHEN I NEED TO JUST CUDDLE AND FEEL LOVED OR WANTED BY SOMEONE OTHER THEN MY BROTHER AND THE TWINS .... HES KINDA REALLY GROWN ON ME THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF . WHICH IS STRANGE WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I MAYBE ONE DAY WOULD FALL FOR THE GUY WHO ABUSED ME NOT ONCE BUT TWICE ....IN MY LIFETIME ? AUSTIN ALSO SOMEHOW FEELS LIKE ANOTHER PART OF ME THATS BEEN MISSING FOR SO LONG ....KINDA LIKE BOBBY DOES BUT IN A DIFFERENT WAY ....
AM I CRAZY FOR POSSIBLY LOVING TWO MEN AT THE SAME TIME FOR DIFFERENT REASONS ?
TWO MONTHS LATER THE TWINS BIRTHDAY PARTY
STILL CLARISSA'S POV
WE WERE ALL AT CLARISSA'S NEW HOUSE FOR THE TWINS BIRTHDAY PARTY . THEY WERE JUST TURNING A YEAR OLD . I HAD ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LEFT HERE COME OVER TO CELEBRATE WITH US .
DEAN OF CORSE HAD TO BE THE SUPER UNCLE SINCE MJ WANTED TO PLAY DRESS UP TOO BUT ONLY HE WANTED THE BOYS TO DRESS UP AS SUPER HEROS LIKE BATMAN , SUPER MAN , SPIDERMAN ... YOU NAME IT . SO DEAN WENT OUT AND GOT A BUNCH OF KIDS COSTUMES AS WELL AS RENTED A BUNCH OF ADULT SIZED COSTUMES AS WELL FOR THE PARTY . SINCE TWINKLE WANTED A WRESTLING PARTY ... SHE WANTED TO BE LIKE HER MOMMY AND UNCLES, AND HER DADDY TOO .
I HAD TO LAUGH BECAUSE TWINKLE HAD AUSTIN DRESSED IN A RAINBOW TUTU WITH A PRINCESS TIARRA AND MAKE UP ALL OVER HIS FACE . SHE WAS DEFINATELY A DADDYS PRINCESS WHICH MADE ME SMILE BIGGER .
MASON JAMES HOWEVER WAS A DADDYS BOY ALL OVER . HE EVEN GOT JAMES TO DRESS UP WITH HIM AS BATMAN AND ROBIN . WHICH WAS ADORABLE . SINCE JAMES WAS BATMAN AND MJ WAS ROBIN .
I JUST WORE MY NORMAL EVERYDAY CLOTHES WHICH WAS JEANS AND A WRESTLING SHIRT OF SOME KIND SINCE WE WERE IN VEGAS AND ITS SUMMER TIME AND HOT OUT RIGHT NOW .
ANYWAYS THE KIDS WERE LOVING IT AS THEY ALL PLAYED AND RAN AROUND . I WAS MAKING SURE I HAD THE TABLES SET UP FOR THE KIDS AND STUFF WHEN I FELT ARMS AGO AROUND ME MAKING ME SMILE I KNEW THOSE ARMS AND I MISSED THEM DEARLY .....
CHRISSSYFURRRRR YOU MADE IT BACK .... GOD IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH ..... COME ON HOW WAS THE TRIP ?
EXHAUSTING BUT OK I GUESS . I JUST MISSED YOU AND THE THOSE TWIN TERRORS RUNNING AROUND WITH THEIR DADDIES .... BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS LISSA HOW ARE YOU REALLY DOING HONEY ? YOU LOOK LIKE HELL YOU NEED A MOMMY BREAK FOR A WHILE .... NEVER FEAR CHRISSYFURRR IS HERE .... HE SAYS SMILING
AWWWW THANKS CHRISSYFURR . IM OKAY REALLY JUST A LITTLE TIRED I GUESS . NOTHING IM NOT USE TO BY NOW SINCE HAVING THE TWINS ......
JUST AS I WAS TALKNG TO CHRIS SARAH AND JOHNNY CAME OVER TO SAY HI SINCE ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I SAW THEM SINCE I WAS TOURING WITH DEAN AND ROMAN ON THE BUSSES ....
OH MY GOD SARAH ..... YOU ARE HUGE ...I SAY SEEING MY FRIENDS SMILING AND HAPPY SINCE SARAHS PREGNANT WITH A MINI MUNDO ..... HOW ...WHEN ? NEVER MIND THE HOW PART .... I SAY EXCITED FOR YOU ...
IM DUE IN ABOUT 3 MONTHS OR SO GIVE OR TAKE A FEW WEEKS . WE COULDNT BE HAPPIER LISSA AND GUESS WHAT ELSE .... SHE SAYS FLASHING HER HAND SHOWING OFF NEW BLING FROM JOHNNY SMILING EAR TO EAR
OH MY GOD ..... IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS .... WHENS THE WEDDING AND EVERYTHING ?
AFTER I HAVE THIS LITTLE ONE . AND DONT MAKE PLANS BECAUSE YOU ARE GONNA BE IN THE WEDDING AS MY MAID OF HONOR NO EXCUSES YOU HEAR ME ..... PLUS I WANT THE TWINS TO BE THERE TOO ....THEY CAN BE THE RING BEARER AND FLOWER GIRL....AND PULL MINI MUNDO DOWN IN A LITTLE WAGON IN THEIR BABY CARRIER .....
AWWWWW... YAY ..... MORE BABIES TO SPOIL ROTTEN .... I SAY MAKING CHRIS SMILE TOO SINCE HES HAPPY SINCE IM HAPPY .
SO LISSA DID YOU EVER DECIDE ON WHO YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YET ? SARAH ASKED ME
NO NOT REALLY HONESTLY . I KNOW THAT IM TORN EITHER WAY SOMEONES GONNA GET HURT AND I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN . I GUESS IM JUST REALLY REALLY CONFUSED RIGHT NOW ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS ....
OH WELL THEN MAYBE I CAN HELP YOU OUT ....
OOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKK......
WELL CLOSE YOUR EYES THEN ..... WHO CAN YOU PICTURE YOURSELF WITH IN THE LONG RUN ? WHOS THE ONE PERSON BESIDES CHRIS AND DEAN YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT ? YOU CANT GO WITHOUT SEEING FOR ANY NUMBER OF HOURS .....?
GOSH SARAH LAY IT ON THICK WHY DONT YOU ......... JOHNNY SAYS
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