HIS SAVIOR , HER HERO !

GOING HOME

CLARISSA'S POV

A FEW DAYS LATER

I WAS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL AND HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY ALL THE GUYS MEANING THAT AUSTIN , BOBBY, VAL, AND YES EVEN JAMES HAVENT LEFT ME FOR LONG . THEY ALL TOOK TURNS STAYING WITH ME AROUND THE CLOCK AS WELL AS THE TWINS . DOC SAYS I CAN GO HOME TODAY IF I'M DOING BETTER .

YESTERDAY AND LAST NIGHT I WASN'T FEELING SO HOT SO YEAH HE WOULDN'T LET ME GO HOME WHICH SUCKED . I MISS BEING AT THE HOUSE AND BUGGING MY CHRISSYFURR EVEN THOUGH HE'S ON TOUR WITH ANOTHER COMPANY NOW . VAL, BOBBY , AUSTIN, AND YEAH EVEN JAMES MUCH TO MY SURPRISE HAVE BEEN HERE WITH ME SINCE I WOKE UP.

DOC CAME IN A BIT AGO AND GAVE ME MY RELEASE PAPERS FOR MYSELF AND THE TWINS . RIGHT NOW MY TWO ANGELS WERE SLEEPING ........ CORRECTION TWINKLE IS SLEEPING MASON IS BEING FUSSY RIGHT NOW FOR SOME REASON . HE BONDED WITH JAMES SINCE I CAME TO AND STUFF. NOW THE HARD PART WAS TRYING TO DECIDE WHO I WANTED TO GO HOME WITH SINCE DOC SAID I CANT BE LEFT ALONE RIGHT NOW ....

I'VE ALSO BEEN THINKING ALOT LATELY ABOUT HOW MUCH I MISS MY REAL HOME BACK IN CANADA . MAYBE I SHOULD GO BACK AND LET MY MOTHER AND SISTER KNOW THEY HAVE GRANDBABIES AND A NIECE AND NEPHEW ....... OH YEAH I'M SURE MY SISTER WILL LOVE THAT ONE ESPECIALLY SINCE AUSTIN IS TWINKLE'S DADDY AND JAMES IS MJ'S DADDY.

I WAS SO LOST IN THOUGHTS I DIDN'T HEAR AUSTIN WALK IN ALONG WITH BOBBY AND VAL BEHIND HIM. HE SMILED AT HIS BABY GIRL THEN KISSED HER TINY HEAD THEN CAME OVER AND DID THE SAME TO ME MAKING ME SMILE . HE REALLY ISN'T THAT BAD OF A GUY ONCE YOU GOT TO KNOW HIM . I KINDA THINK I'M FALLING FOR AUSTIN ARIES EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH TOGETHER OVER THE YEARS .

I MEAN THE MAN DID GIVE ME MY DARLING LITTLE ANGEL TWINKLE . COULD I REALLY BE FALLING FOR AUSTIN ? THEN THERES ALL THESE MIXED SIGNALS THAT BOBBY'S BEEN SENDING ME AS WELL AS VAL TOO . AND THEN THERE IS THE FATHER OF MY SON JAMES .... GOD I LOVE ALL THESE MEN BUT FOR ALL DIFFERENT REASONS . WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME ?

HEY ANGEL YOU READY TO GET OUT OF HERE ? AUSTIN ASKED WITH A HUGE GRIN MAKING MJ COO AS BOBBY PICKED HIM UP .

YEAH BUT WHOSE HOUSE AM I GOING TO THOUGH ? I MEAN I KNOW DOC SAID I CAN'T BE LEFT ALONE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I'M HEALING AND I NEED HELP WITH THE TWINS....?

WERE TAKING YOU BACK TO CHRIS'S AND YOUR HOUSE . OR YOU CAN STAY AT JAMES'S BUT IT'S UP TO YOU CLARISSA ....VAL SAYS

OK BACK TO CHRISSYFURR'S THEN .  BESIDES I'VE BEEN THINKING ALOT ABOUT SOME THINGS LATELY AND WHEN DOC SAYS IT'S OKAY I WAS KINDA THINKING OF MAYBE GOING HOME AGAIN ........

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT GOING HOME FOR LISSA GIRL ? YOU ARE HOME HERE WITH ALL OF US AND CHRIS ...... JAMES SAYS WORRIED

I KNOW THAT JAMES ALLEN COX STORM ! I JUST MEANT MAYBE I WANTED TO GO BACK TO CANADA TO TELL MY MOM AND SISTER THAT I HAVE THE TWINS NOW AND STUFF . I MEAN I'M MUCH STRONGER THEN I WAS WHEN I LEFT YEARS AGO AND EVERYTHING AND WELL ...... I SAY LOKING DOWN AND AWAY FROM THEM I KNEW WHAT THEY WERE THINKING AS I GENTLY BIT MY BOTTOM LIP .

NO ! NO WAY IN HELL AM I LETTING THOSE PEOPLE ANYWHERE NEAR THOSE BABIES CLARISSA !!!! IT WILL BE A COLD DAY IN HELL BEFORE I EVER LET THAT HAPPEN ! HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN HOW THEY TREATED YOU ALL THOSE YEARS ? AUSTIN'S NO BETTER BUT AT LEAST YOU FORGAVE HIM WHEN YOU HAD THE TWIN TERRORS HERE ..... BUT I REFUSE TO LET THEM EVEN ADKNOWLEDGE THAT THE TWINS EXSIST, AND I THINK AUSTIN, JAMES, AND VAL WILL AGREE WITH ME !!! BOBBY SAYS PISSED I WANTED TO GO SEE MY FAMILY

O-O-O-O-K  I G-G-G-G-GUESS . I SAY LOOKING DOWN AT MY HANDS WHICH WERE FOLDED IN MY LAP . I LET A TEAR SLIP AND AUSTIN WIPED IT AWAY QUICKLY . THEN HE WHISPERS ....