BETRAYALS ,RIVALS, AMENDS

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****ABOVE IS CLARISSA'S ROOM WHEN AUSTIN  KIDNAPPED HER AGAN FROM BOBBY ****



JAMES'S    POV  

1  WEEK   LATER

IT'S BEEN A WEEK SINCE MY LOVE GOT KIDNAPPED. AND I KNOW THAT BOBBY ROODE AND AUSTIN ARIES WERE BEHIND IT . I WOULD ALMOST BET MY LIFE ON IT . IT KILLS ME KNOWING THEY DID IT , BUT I CAN'T PROVE IT UNTIL I FIND MY LADY LOVE CLARISSA .  

I HAVE BEEN GOING NUTS AND TAKING IT OUT ON EVERYONE IN THE RING . WITH OUT MY LADY LOVE CLARISSA BY MY SIDE TO CALM MY RAGING TEMPER , EVERYONE ELSE WAS IN SERIOUS DANGER OF GETTING HURT .


LATER THAT NIGHT AT THE TNA STUDIOS 

STILL JAMES'S POV WHERE HE IS TALKING TO CHRIS 

I JUST DON'T KNOW MAN SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT . SHE WOULDN'T JUST LEAVE LIKE THAT FOR NO DAMN REASON CHRIS . I HAVE A FEELING THOSE TWO ARE BEHIND HER DISAPPEARANCE AND BEING GONE LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG. IT'S REALLY TEARING ME UP TO KNOW HE'S HERE MAKING HER LIFE HELL AGAIN .... 

CALM DOWN JAMES . I'M SURE LISSA IS FINE EVEN IF THEY DO HAVE HER . FROM WHAT SHE HAS TOLD US ABOUT BOBBY , I DOUBT IF HE WOULD SERIOUSLY HURT HER AGAIN . SINCE VAL TOLD HER HE WENT INTO A DEEP DEPRESSION, AND BLAMED HIMSELF FOR THAT NIGHT THAT SENT HER RUNNING TO US HERE .  PROMISE ME IF YOU TALK TO HIM YOU WONT FLIP OUT ON HIM ?

NO PROMISES CHRIS , BUT FOR HER I'LL TRY MY BEST . WE NEED ANSWERS AND OBVIOUSLY ARENT GETTING ANY .... I JUST WANT HER BACK AGAIN , SHE IS MY EVERYTHING CHRIS !



AUSTIN'S  POV 

ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE BOBBY AND I KIDNAPPED CLARISSA FROM JAMES AND CHRIS. HONESTLY IF I GET MY WAY , I'M NOT LETTING HER GO BACK TO ANY OF THEM  AGAIN. DAMN IT I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH CLARISSA EVER SINCE I MET HER AS A KID. 

I ONLY DATED HER SISTER TO BE AROUND HER , SINCE SHE NEVER NOTICED ME OR GAVE ME THE TIME OF DAY. EVEN WHEN I TRIED TO BE NICE TO HER . I GUESS AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF BEING IGNORED I FINALLY SNAPPED AND HURT HER THAT NGHT LIKE I DID . AND LOOKING BACK NOW , IT REALLY KILLS ME TO KNOW  WAS THE ONE WHO HURT HER TO MAKE HER RUN AWAY FROM ALL OF US LIKE SHE DID. PLUS THAT NIGHT ME AND MY BUDDIES FROM SCHOOL TOOK THE ONE THING SHE CAN NEVER GET BACK , HER VIRGINITY! THAT KILLS ME EVEN MORE INSIDE KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT , AND HOW IT HAPPENED.


***** FLASHBACK TO THE NIGHT CLARISSA LEFT CANADA  *****

AUSTIN'S POV 

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE ! I REALLY LOVE CLARISSA  AND SHE TREATS ME LIKE GARBAGE . I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME BACK THE WAY I LOVE HER ? 

WELL TONIGHT SHE'S GONNA FIND OUT JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND I'M NOT TAKING NO FOR AN ANSWER THIS TIME . NO THIS TIME I'M GONNA TAKE WHAT IS MINE AND THAT IS MY CLARISSA  ! SHE'S MINE NOT BOBBY'S OR VAL'S BUT MINE ! SHE BELONGS TO ME AND I PLAN TO MAKE HER SEE THAT TONIGHT AT HER SISTER'S RAGING HOUSE PARTY  KNOW SHE HATES SO MUCH  .

I KNOW HER FAMILY DON'T CARE ABOUT HER SINCE THEY BEAT HER AND USE HER HOWEVER THEY WANTED TO . PAULA TOLD ME AS MUCH AND IT BROKE MY HEART AT FIRST , BUT THEN HER SISTER CORRUPTED MY MIND BY TELLNG ME LIES ABOUT MY SWEET INNOCENT ANGEL CLARISSA . 

THE NIGHT OF THE PARTY I GUESS  FINALLY SNAPPED WITH PAULA'S HELP , AS WELL AS A BUNCH OF ALCOHOL AND IM NOT GONNA LIE, I MAY HAVE POPPED SOME PILLS AND SMOKED SOME WEED TOO . I GUESS IT ALL JUST GOT TO ME SO I HAD SOME OF MY FRENDS HELP ME MAKE A PLAN ON HOW TO MAKE CLARISSA FINALLY MINE .

I  BARGED INTO HER ROOM BREAKING HER DOOR TO HER ROOM THAT NIGHT AND TOLD HER  I WAS TAKING WHAT SHOULD RIGHTFULLY BE MINE , NOT BOBBY'S AND DEFINATELY NOT VAL'S . I WAS TAKING CLARISSA AND  WAS GONG TO MAKE HER MINE AND ONLY MINE .

I HAD MY FRIENDS HOLD HER DOWN WHILE I TOOK WHAT WAS MINE THAT NIGHT . I MADE HER SEE SHE BELONGED TO ME AND ONLY ME , NOT BOBBY AND DEFINATELY NOT VAL EITHER . WHEN SHE DIDN'T COOPERATE WITH ME I MAY HAVE BEATEN HER UP SOME TO MAKE HER GO ALONG WITH ME . I WAS SO WASTED THAT NIGHT DIDN'T CARE THAT I HAD HURT HER BADLY , LET ALONE THAT MY FRIENDS DID TOO TAKING THEIR TURNS WHEN I WAS FINISHED.

LOOKING BACK NOW YEARS LATER I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE THAT NIGHT COMPLETELY ! JUST TALKED TO HER AND LET HER KNOW MY REAL FEELINGS . MAYBE THEN THNGS WOULD HAVE CHANGED BETWEEN US WITH OUT ME HAVNG TO HURT HER SO BADLY LIKE I DID.


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AUSTIN'S POV AGAIN PRESENT DAY 

BOBBY LET LISSA GO A FEW DAYS AGO, AFTER THEY HAD BOTH TALKED FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE FOREVER . SHE FORGAVE HIM FOR THAT NIGHT MUCH LIKE SHE DID ME TOO . 

 I FOR SOME REASON HOWEVER JUST COULDN'T BRING MYSELF TO LET HER GO JUST YET . I CONVINCED HER TO STAY WITH ME A FEW MORE DAYS SO WE COULD TALK AND GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER.

ONLY THIS TIME I'D BE DEAD SOBER WHEN I TELL HER HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT HER AND THATS , THAT I HAVE LOVED HER SINCE WE WERE LITTLE KIDS BUT SHE ALWAYS HATED ME FOR SOME REASON . 

UNLIKE MOST KIDNAPPINGS WHERE THEY TIE OR CUFF THE VICTEM TO THE BED OR WHATEVER , I LET LISSA HAVE FREE RUN OF THE PLACE TO THINK SHE WAS FINALLY FREE OF THE PAST . WHEN REALLY ALLS  I WANTED TO DO WAS HOLD HER IN MY ARMS AND MAKE SWEET SWEET LOVE TO THE ONLY WOMAN THAT IVE EVER REALLY LOVED SO MUCH IT HURT TO SEE HER WITH OTHER MEN . ESPECIALLY JAMES AND CHRIS. JAMES IS FLIPPING HIS SHIT, SO MAYBE I MIGHT LET HER CALL HIM AND LET HIM KNOW SHES OKAY SO HE WLL CALM DOWN BEFORE HE REALLY HURTS OR KILLS SOMEONE. HS TEMPERS THAT BAD WHEN CLARISSA ISNT THERE TO CALM HIM DOWN .

BOBBY WAS STILL FREAKING CLUELESS THAT LISSA WAS STILL WTH ME SINCE I WONT LET HER GO YET .... 



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HEY MY CREEPERS AND MINIONS 

JUST WANTED TO SAY STAY TUNED FOR PART 2 OF THIS LATER IF  FEEL LIKE UPDATING .


~C~ 

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