By this time, if you asked younger me
"What do you think you'll be doing at fifteen?"
I'd say "nothing" because I would've already committed suicide.
See what stopped me from doing it many of times was the constant thought of "this isn't beneficial to anyone. If I do it, I'll cause my pain to go to the ones I love. This isn't beneficial."
Occasionally, this thought wouldn't come up as I'd push my self down into the bathtub, or try to hold the pillow over my face, of break my pencil sharpeners for the blades.
But I'm glad I stopped and got air because I know there is something here for me. Even if its a penny.
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On The Spot Poems
PoesiaThese are poems, I hope you enjoy them. They come from my heart, and whatever emotions I feel at 1 AM... Have fun, indulge in them if you will. Thank you, Merci, Gracias, Danke and Spasibo
