Careless Bitch (Completed)

Everything was blue

Tyler's pov*
"Babe babe look a dye shop! It's perfect!"
"Ok ok baby slow down."
"Fine."
I pout.
We finally make it and the store is fantastic. It's an old school hair shop and many people with great hair.
As we go through the store I notice a cashier girl. Pink hair. Shaved sides and big earrings.  Not to mention she couldn't keep her freaking eyes off of Josh.
"Hey baby can you come here for a sec?"
"Yeah sure honey."
Josh says feeling oblivious to the situation.
I pull him into a kiss and he quickly melts into it slipping his tongue in and grabbing my waist.
"Oh princess you make me crazy."
"You make me crazy too Joshie."
I say and we go pay for the ocean blue hair dye.
The girl rolls her eyes as Josh looks at me lovingly and takes my hand.
"Problem?"
I ask cocking an eyebrow.
"Oh no. Everything's great. Here's your change. Come back any day."
She says through gritted teeth and a forced smile.
"Oh we will. Come on Honey let's go."
I say intertwining my hand with his.
We walk out of the store and Josh shoots me a smile,
"Had fun princess?"
"Sure did."
I smirk.
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"Josh it's perfect!"
"You really think so princess?"
Josh says looking shy.
"I know so!"
"Thanks for boosting my confidence baby."
Josh says then lifts me up and we lay on his bed.
"No problem. Anything for you."
I say then kiss his nose.
"You know I never thought I'd meet someone like you."
Josh says to me and I scrunch my face up in confusion.
"Someone who's a slut? Someone who's dirty?"
"No no babe! You aren't dirty or a slut. You're so amazing...
You're perfect."
"Me? Perfect? You gotta be joking with me Joshie. I'm anything but perfect. Do you remember the trash I was with before you? How does that make me perfect.
He would treat me like shit non stop because I am shit."
Josh leans in and kisses my lips ever so softly then presses his forehead against mine.
"You aren't shit.
You just thought you deserved that Love because you yourself think you aren't worthy of anything better....but you are...you're even to good for me. No matter how hard I'll try in all my time with you I still wont deserve you."
"Josh stop...please..."
I say feeling myself get sniffly.
"What's wrong princess?"
"Nothing's wrong that's the problem."
I say sadly.
"Huh?"
Josh says confusingly.
"I'm a fuck up. I know I am. I'm gonna end up doing something stupid and then you aren't gonna want me anymore because I'm just some stupid bitch who doesn't deserve love!"
"Stop saying things like that my love. Come here."
"No."
I turn over and face the other way.
"Have it your way. I'm gonna hug you anyways."
He says then wraps his arms around me from behind.
I don't deserve him. I really don't.
"You're beautiful Tyler."
"No I'm not. There isn't anything special about me..."
"Look at me baby."
I turn and Josh caresses the side of my cheek and kisses my lips.
"Your eyes are like beautiful rings of fire glowing and drowning in dark brown depths of Amber."
"Josh you don't have to-" I start but he interrupts me.
"I'm not done. Your hair is like light brown lustrous deep waves of chestnut brown that reflects all the radiance of your eyes."
"Josh that's enou-"
"Your lips are like-"
This time I cut him off with a kiss and he didn't argue but instead our lips did all the talking.
"I love you Josh."
"I love you too Tyler."
"You really don't think I'm some dirty slut..."
"I know you aren't some dirty slut silly. Come here. You smell like..
Strawberries."
// (A/N) sorry if you think this is horrible lol I'm finding my way though..anyways
Your band Twenty one pilots just got 5 Grammy nominations so be excited.
-Emily 🌸