Careless Bitch (Completed)

Casual After Concert Cuddles

Tyler's pov*
When Josh had to drive all the way from Irvine to my house..
I suddenly felt bad that I didn't know how to drive..
Throughout the whole ride over there I was agitated..though the sound of his little beats he was playing against the steering wheel kept me at peace.
Once we got to my house he looked so sleepy with those tired but happy squinting eyes of his. cute.
Ask him if he wants to stay the night?
Is what my head was saying but my other half said
Are you crazy?! He's gonna think you're a whore?!
I got saddened by my other half...
I really wanted Josh to like me as more than just something he can fuck when he wants to...I know everyone else thinks that's what I am..
Just then my thoughts were interrupted as he pulls the car door open for me.
Then he sweeps me off my feet and twirls me around. Then he finishes by carrying me bridal style. Then brings me down gently.
I blush up at him. I get on my tiptoes and kiss his lips.
He wraps his arms around my waist and brings me closer,
"I'm gonna miss you so much princess."
Josh says while staring at me directly in the eyes lovingly.
I press another kiss to his cheek and he smiles,
"We don't have to say goodbye Josh.."
He puts his hands on both sides of my face then kisses my forehead,
"What do you mean Ty?"
I gulp as I say it.
"Um do you...wanna maybe...stay the night?"
Josh smiles a bit then thinks to himself...
I panic thinking he wants nothing to do with me anymore..
Then he giggles and takes my hand right before placing a kiss to it.
"It would be my pleasure Kitten."
I giggle at the new nickname.
"Come this way my prince hehe."
We run up the carpeted pink stairs then make it to my room.
I take out my key and unlock it.
Josh steps in first and his eyes do a full surrounding of my little bundle of home.
I shut the door behind me and Josh asks for permission to sit on my bed.
"Of course you can dummy."
Josh laughs cutely as I sit down next to him.
He lays down on my pastel fluffy pillow before he abruptly gets up and shakes his head a little.
I question him,
"What was that?"
I ask quirking an eyebrow.
"Um well...your pillow sheds.."
He smiles lightly thinking I might've taken offense.
Then I press a kiss to his lips and we both laugh into our kiss.
He lays on my blue pastel pillow instead (The one that doesn't shed)
I cuddle up to his chest then he pokes my nose.
I scrunch my face up,
"Josh stop."
I say as he continues poking my nose.
He does this continuously then I say stop again.
"Make me."
He growls.
I tickle his chest and he laughs harder than I've ever seen him laugh.
"Ty stop!"
I continue tickling him and tears fall out of his eyes. Happy tears.
What an alien feeling that must be...
"Ty please!"
I wrap my arms around his neck then I get on top of him and press a gentle kiss to his lips.
We both melt into the kiss then Josh turns me over so now he's on top.
"That's better."
Josh smirks.
I slap his arm playfully then I smirk back at him,
"Kinky."
I say then he presses a kiss to my cheek,
"Only for you princess."
A tinge of blush rises on my cheeks as we both burst out in laughter.
We both face each other.
Our noses touching.
A moment so pure and sweet.
Like..
Like strawberries..
"Josh.."
I say so quietly it's almost a whisper..
"Yeah?"
He whispers back playfully but also sleepily.
"I really um.....L-li..ke you. Yeah I really like you."
Gosh I'm so stupid..I can't believe I couldn't say it..
Then he pulls me closer to him and kisses my lips.
Then we gasp for air as we pull away.
"Can I tell you something Ty?"
I stare into those two chocolate colored beautiful eyes of his.
"Anything."
Josh smiles then kisses my cheek then says,
"Um...thanks for not thinking I'm soft or something for crying in front of you..."
My eyes widen,
"Why would I think that?"
Josh smiles to the side a little..
"I don't know..it just feels like boys can't cry these days or else everyone thinks their Soft. In a bad way.."
I hold his hand tightly as he continues,
"After my dad died I would have breakdowns in class...the guys would throw comments at me...mean ones.
They would say things that made me think it's not okay for guys to cry...but with you..its different.
I feel comfortable in my own skin.
I feel like I can cry waterfalls and you won't judge me.."
I giggle then kiss his nose.
"I love you Tyler."
He said it so easily that I felt bad for not being able to say it..
"I love you too Josh.."
I say kinda nervously..
Josh laughs warmly,
"You know it's ok right?"
I give him a confused look,
"What's ok?"
"It's ok. It's ok that you just can't quite say it yet.."
"Oh.."
I say back almost a whisper..
"I love you Tyler. You take as much time as you want ok?"
"Ok Josh..."
My lip quivers slightly then tears start flowing out.
"Hey hey..it's ok...it's ok."
He pulls me into a tight hug.
I feel weak and frail.
He rubs patterns onto my back gently.
"Josh..."
"Yes baby?"
"I do..."
"You do what princess?"
"I really do love you.."
Josh presses a kiss to my forehead.
"I love you more."
He smiles then pulls me closer.