My Hood Passion . (URBAN)

Intro

"Ugh! Karlie you're such a hoe ahaa" my bestfriend Keyshia said. I looked at this girl like she had three heads. Im not innocent but this cherry aint been popped feel me ?

"Girl please, yo ass fucked all yo brother friends, fuck outta here with that." I know I sound harsh, like why would I say this to my bestfriend? Because this my bitch and I'm not rude I'm honest. Sugar coat the truth for what?

Walking around the mall a group of guys came to flirt with me. I think Key gets mad when I receive the attention. I can't help it. My bestfriend is cute but she's made a name for herself which is why she doesn't get the kind of attention I get. I wouldn't say I'm a hoe because no penis has been in me, but I'm not all innocent. I love attention, do I dress like I hoe? Hell no. I'm basic but I'm not at the same time.

"Whatever bitch. But omg look at all them guys that surrounded you! They didn't even notice me." She says making a pouty face. This girl irks the hell out of me but that's my main thang since 'HE' left. I never say his name because it brings back too many memories and too many questions. Messiah . Oh, how that name bring so many beautiful memories.

"Aye Karlie!" I turn around looking for the voice calling my name. While I'm looking two arms snaked around my waist, followed by the delicious scent of his Polo cologne. "You miss me pumpkin head?" Chris. He's one of the many boys I'm friends with, but me and his friendship is different, and everyone knows it. Since Messiah I never let another guy touch me. I don't even hug my other male friends. But when it comes to Chris........ it feels so natural. His arms feel like home. Others just think its cause I have a crush on him. That's not the whole truth, but I know it plays a part.

Turning around I took in his appearance. Chris was the opposite of what I'm usually attracted to. He stood at 6'5, deep brown skin tone, beautiful white teeth , and a body full of tattoos. But one thing that made him stand out were his eyes and dreads. His beautiful eyes sparkled when he's around me, but i know behind that sparkle is a lot of hurt. His shoulder length dreads stay did thanks to me. He even had his tips dyed blonde. Another feature is this long scar that starts from under his eye, and ends just above his chin. He hates it. Before talking to me he even used makeup to cover it. But once I saw it I told him there's no need to hide something that's a part of you, and till this day, his never consealed it again.

Today we were lowkey matching. We never plan it . But seeing how everytime he take me shopping he gets the exact same thing in men clothing, its bound to happen. Today he wore his white button down Polo shirt, Black Levis jeans, and his Jordan Retro Oreo 5's. To top it off he his black diamond custom chain. I had the exact same thing on. Jocking my style or nah?

"Boo you cute." I said pointin out the fact he style jockin.

He did a little turn and said, " well you know, gotta leave the house fresh to death." He even popped his damn collar.

"Mmhmm sure yo ass didnt lurk on my Instagram to see what I was wearing today so you can match?" I ask smirking. The way his face got so serious had me dead. I was laughing so hard I almost peed myself.

"Its okay if you wanna be like me I ain't gonna judge." I say after I'm done laughing my ass off.

"Ha ha fuck you man. Aye Key get out that nigga face and come take me and bae picture for the gram." He yelled across the food court to Key. This hoe flirtin with the nigga who work at the pizza joint in here y'all . Damn shame. She looked at Chris and mouthed 'Shut up' then turned and whispered something in the little nigga ear. He smiled at her and nodded then she made her way to us.

"Chris I know yo black ass saw me hustlin'. Can't stand yo Big black ass." She said annoyed.

"Bitch shut yo ol thot ass up. Bout ready to suck that little nigga up for some pizza and hot wings. Snap me and Karlie pictures then you can go back to being a thot." He said. They fight like this all the time. The only reason Key acts this way towards Chris is cause she like him, I've told her if she didn't act like a hoe in front of him she might've had a shot. But my bestfriend a hoe, ain't no way around it.

"Why y'all taking pics like y'all a damn couple!?" Key said rolling her neck at Chris, but snapping our pictures. She looked up from the phone when Chris kissed my cheek making me laugh. If she could turn any greener. But she still snapped the picture. I know this makes me seem like a bad friend, but I tried to help her with Chris, helped her for three months. But she went and did some ol hoe shit and fucked his brother. Ain't no coming back from that, ya feel me. And ever since then Me and Chris been rockin. Not on no relationship type shit but we close.

"Here's y'all damn phone. Karlie I'm ready to go." Ha ha ha you mad or nah? I sung in my head. I swear Key shouldn't act this way.

"Well Chris we finna dip. Hit up the boys and tell em to swing by." We give eachother a long hug. We hear Key huff and puff in the background.

"Aiight ma. But check these out." he says showing me our pics. I must say, we do look cute together. I smile up at him.

"We cute or whatever." I say walking backwards toward the exit.

"That we are. I'll see you later." He yells. Then he's out of my view.

Seeing Key already in my car, I ease in and take the ride to my house.

"Y'all really are cute together. You make him happy. If its me that's stopping y'all from being together, know that I'm cool with it." She says. I look over and smile.

Its not her keeping me from dating Chris, its Messiah. I remember like yesterday his last words to me.

"You're mine and mine only. What's understood doesn't need to be explained. But know that I love you, and when I come back, we will be together."

He told me this when we were 12 going on 13. 4½ years ago. And to this day. I believe every word he said.

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