Heaven And Hell

Chapter 11: Flashback...

TRIGGER WARNING IN THE FLASHBACKS...

Charlie's POV

It's not fair!
It's not fair!
"It's not fucking fair!"

I screamed loudly as I sat under an oak tree. Lots of werewolves from my pack were around here and I saw 2 of them walk up to me.

"It's wasn't fair killing people but you did it anyway! You ruined loads of people's lives just to save your own!" one sneered and looked at me with black eyes.
"What made you kill all of them? Your family, friends, Dan and Phil... Why did you do it?"

"I was selfish..." I muttered but they heard.

"Damn right you were! You were that selfish to kill all the people that loved you!" the other yelled and I nodded.

"You deserve to be in hell!" The first one yelled and kicked me before walking off.

It stung but I'm used to the pain I get from people in my pack.
The worst things I've done killed my family...

Flashback...

"Honey, come down for dinner." My mum said from downstairs. I groaned and put my phone down.

I've been thinking about this day for so long; I've always wanted to live without my parents and now I'm going to.

I put a fake smile on my face and walked into the kitchen where my mum was cooking. I grabbed the bleach while she was washing up and poured it into the drinks.

Without my parents I can have parties and finally be alone. I won't have any rules and I will be happy.

"Take the drinks into the living room dear." my mum said and I did as I was told.

My mum followed me and I held up my drink, we made a toast and they drank their drinks. I watched as they looked sick.

Then I realised what I'd done, I watched in horror as my dad stopped breathing. My mum started having a fit on the floor before she died. I stared at their bodies on the floor,
"What have I done!"

End of flashback...

"Why did I think that? I'm the worst daughter! I'm a monster for killing my family!"

And my friends...

Flashback...

"Charlie! Open the door!" Hazel shouted from outside the door, I knew Matrix and Grace were here too.

"No! Let me die!" I yelled holding the knife to my neck. They were banging on the door trying to get in.

"WE CAN'T LET YOU DIE BECAUSE YOU ARE OUR FRIEND!" Grace screamed and I just pushed the knife further into my skin. I was doing this because of my parents.

"You guys can die then..." I mumbled and burst the door open. Matrix tackled me into a hug and I hugged her around the neck.

"Can't... Breathe." she laughed and I held her tighter.

"That's the point." I said and she went limp in my arms. I smirked down at her before meeting eyes with Hazel.

I held the knife in my hand and ran at her piercing the skin at her stomach. She screamed and clutched the wound before she bled to death.

Grace screamed and tried to run down the stairs but I grabbed her and spun her round so she faced me.

"Goodnight Grace," I whispered and cut deeply along her neck. She cried out before passing out onto the floor.

My eyes went wide at what just happened.
"What have I done?"

I then made the worst mistake of my life... I phones Grace's sister. Phoebe.

"Hello Charlie, what's up?"

"I-I... Grace is..."

"What has she done?"

"Grace is dead! Phoebe! I killed your sister and I can't live with myself so please don't tell anyone but I'm going to kill myself! Goodbye Phoebe..."

"You killed her?!"

"I don't know what came over me but I'll see you in the after life..." Then I hung up.

I ran into the bathroom and looked around before I found them. Pills. I took a handful and died of overdose.

End of flashback...

"I should've just killed myself... WHY DIDN'T I JUST KILL MYSELF?!" I yelled and punched the floor making it crack underneath my hand.

Then there's Dan and Phil...

Flashback...

I'd been watching Dan and Phil for a while now; making Youtube videos, being fluffy and having a great time.

Then I realised that they were in love but the other person didn't know it. I waited for years but they never told each other.

I got really frustrated watching all the Phangirls trying to find proof while they were just smiling shyly at each other. I got an idea.

I was going to phone them and give them a chance to tell each other how they feel... I changed my voice and phoned them.

When they told each other, they didn't wait to tell the Phangirls. I was really happy and excited before I slowly got jealous.

All the kissing and people cheering them on made me want that. I got really angry when they were holding hands during interviews.

Without thinking I phoned them again and set a bomb. They told each other how they would find each other and just before it went off... The memories came back.

From my friends and my family and now I've killed 2 of the most popular YouTubers. I felt crushed and dead inside.

I watched as their souls went up but Dan's came to hell. Quickly, I ran to Chris and he was in the same room as Dan. I decided to tell Chris later now I had to help Dan and Phil.

End of flashback...

"I don't deserve Chris, he's been nothing but nice to me after everything I've done... He's the only one that's been nice to me."

I sighed and looked up, I watched in horror as Chris and Dan flew in the direction of Heaven. I turned into wolf form and jumped into my tree hopping from tree to tree to catch up to them.

This isn't good, I'm risking my life helping them but I don't even deserve being alive so screws it!

Shutouts...

Elisha_1 = Hazel
PhoebeOwens6 = Phoebe
GraceOwens8 = Grace
MatrixMoon22 = Matrix

Sorry for killing you guys but your in Heaven so you'll be in this story again. ;)