Heaven And Hell

Chapter 4: Phillip Michael Lester

Phil's POV

"Phil?" I heard a man's voice, one about my age. I opened my eyes to reveal a white room.

Looking down at me was a boy with curly brown hair and blue eyes. He wore white pants, a white shirt and a nice smile.

"Where am I? Who are you? Where's Dan?" I questioned and when I looked down I saw I was wearing the same as him.

"My name is PJ and I am head angel here in heaven. Nice to meet you Phil." He held out his hand and I took it. Helping me up.

"Heaven?" I asked in disbelief and I looked over my shoulder to see 2 large white wings coming from my back. Then I remembered Dan. Why isn't he here?

"Phil, I'm sorry about Dan. I know how you feel, trust me but you can't go to him." PJ smiled sadly.

"Why? Dan said that he would always be able to find me! He never breaks his promises!" I shouted starting to get really upset. Dan is my world, I can't live without him!

"I said you couldn't go to Dan, he can come to you. Some people have succeeded in such a mission but sacrifices were made. Dan will find you... But it won't be easy."

"How do you know how I feel? PJ?"

"I've been waiting for 2 years for my boyfriend to come to me but he never did. We haven't met yet but all of the futures I've visited have him in them..."

"You never know PJ, Dan might bring him along too... But in the mean time where is he?"

"As you can see he's not here... Where do you think he is?" PJ asked my and I thought about it. If I'm in heaven then Dan must be in...

"Hell?" PJ didn't get a chance to answer before I heard a voice.

"PJ, Did you find him?" I heard a girls voice. She sounded as happy as PJ.

"Get ready to be suffocated in a hug." PJ whispered at me before turning and putting his hands around his mouth.
"Yeah, he's here!"

My head shook when I heard the most high pitched scream ever. I watched as a girl started to full on sprint over to us.
She had short red hair and green eyes with a massive smile on her face. She was wearing the same as us but instead of a shirt it was a top.

"Oh... My... God!" She breathed and she started to hyperventilate. She put her hands on her knees and bent over, catching her breathe. I walked over to her and patted her on the back.

The girl looked up at me, still hyperventilating and tackled me into a hug making both of us fall on the floor. 

"Unfortunately fangirling still happens in heaven." PJ chuckled as he watched.

"Shut up PJ!" the girl shouted still in a cheerful tone though.

"Don't act like you didn't fangirl when you saw me!" PJ smiled.

"That was a year ago!" She reasoned.

I managed to get up with her still attached.
"You gonna tell Phil how you died?" PJ asked and she went bright red. She let go of me and bowed her head.

"If fighting was aloud in heaven I would kill you again!... But I died of a fangirl attack."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"When you said that Phan was real... I started fangirling and had a heart attack because of all the feels..." She explained.
PJ burst out laughing and I couldn't help but join in. The girl glared at us but chuckled as well.

"You two are-" She was cut short with a loud beep that sounded like a censored beep.
"Oops, I forgot you can't swear in heaven."

"What's your name?" I asked her once the ringing in my ears had stopped.

"Phoebe,"

"I bet you already know mine." I smiled.

"Yes I do, Mr. Phillip Michael Lester."

"Crazy fangirl," PJ whispered and Phoebe hid behind her fringe. I looked at him and he just laughed.

"Phil?" Phoebe mumbled quietly.

"Yeah?"

"Do you want me to- to help you find out your spirit animal?" She rocked on her heels and I smiled at her.

"Spirit animal?" I asked PJ and he smiled looking over his shoulder at a coyote. It was beautiful, I stared in awesome as it walked over.
"What is the meaning of a coyote?" I asked, curious.

"It says in the book that 'it's a teacher of hidden wisdom with a sense of humour, so the messages of the coyote spirit animal may appear in the form of a joke or trickery. Don't be tricked by the foolish appearance. The spirit of the coyote may remind you not to take things too seriously and bring more balance between wisdom and playfulness.'"

"I can see that being you but what's mine going to be?" I asked.

"Well..." PJ started but Phoebe cut him off.

"Hummingbird!" I looked at her confused. She rolled her eyes and looked at PJ.
"It's possible isn't it? Remember 'those who have the hummingbird are invited to enjoy the sweetness in life, lift up negativity wherever it creeps in and express love more fully.' Phil is always happy and expresses his love for Dan... Oh, sorry Phil... I didn't mean to-" She stuttered and I just sighed.

"It's okay, I wouldn't mind having a hummingbird. They're cute." Phoebe smiled.
"What's yours?"

Phoebe's smile grew and she turned around. Kneeling down she whistled and a deer hopped into the room.
"I have a deer, the book says that 'you master the art of being both determined and gentle in your approach. The deer totem wisdom imparts those with a special connection with this animal with the ability to be vigilant, move quickly and trust their instincts to get out of the trickiest situations.'"

"So basically she is soft and gentle but has strength and determination." PJ explained and I nodded.
"Let's go and find yours then..."