i know it's me that's supposed to love you // m.h.

// F I N D M E C A U S E I L L N E V E R F I N D Y O U //

extra smut up ahead beware ;)

Jasper's POV

I woke with a start. My heart was pounding, as I didn't recognize the room I was in.

I was no longer in my velvet dress—it was draped across a chair.

My body swimming inside of a large black shirt.

My face felt chalky as I rubbed my eyes. My mascara from the night before flaked onto cheeks.

But I looked over to see my sleeping girl. Curls danced around her face as her mouth slightly opened as she dreamed. I smiled; her father was sleeping the exact same way—on their back, down to the one arm draped across their chests. How I wish this had been how our family always had been.

I took a photo of the sleeping pair.

"Morning Jasp." A sleepy, deep voice said.

"Hey, good morning."

"We've got a lot to decide."

"Yeah I know. Thanks for changing me last night." I said with a small laugh.

"Mhmm." He murmured. Matty's eyes were now glued on June, he slowly

I slowly slid out of bed, walking around to Matty. Kissing his cheek, I whispered, "I'm going to take a shower."

Few minutes later, I heard the bathroom door open. I pushed the curtain back to see Matty stripping out of his clothes, grinning. I closed my eyes, letting the water run over my head. I didn't even hear him get in the shower, I just felt his mouth on my neck.

I instinctively put my arms around his neck as he pulled me closer. Wet hair was clinging to my face but I didn't mind. All I could focus on was how badly I needed his touch. Callused hands never felt so good as he moved his focus to my breasts. His soft lips kissing my sternum tattoo, I quietly moaned.

His two hands firmly grabbed my ass as Matty knelt down in front of me. "I missed how you taste, love." He whispered in between kissing my thighs. I let out another moan as I felt Matty's tongue slip between my folds. Putting my hand in his hair, I pressed his face more into me. "Matty..." I groaned, feeling myself reaching my breaking point.

It was like he knew I was ready for him. He stood and flipped me around.

"You know how long I've been waiting for you? Nobody fucking compares to you." He hissed in my ear then he pushed himself into me. I let out a loud moan, Matty covered my mouth. I pushed my ass back into him as he gripped my hips, slamming into me.

His hand left my mouth, moving down to my neck. I didn't mind as he slowly squeezed. "Jasper I'm going to fucking come." He groaned, suddenly pulling out of me as he finished.

We stood for a few moments, simply staring at each other. I suppose neither of us had imagined our lives being like this. Young parents—sneaking sex while their kid is sleeping.

"I guess we should hurry before June wakes up." Matty finally said breaking the trance. I could only nod.

xxx

"Juniper? We have to go home, okay?" I sighed, trying to remove her from Matty's neck. She gave me a pout, tears welling up in her eyes. I looked to Matty, unsure of where we stood and what to tell her.

"Juniper, babe, I promise Dad will call you every single night. And when you get home, I'll come visit you every day, if that's okay with Momma." He said softly. She only nodded, gripping onto his neck tighter. "I've got to go back to work now, okay?" He said, kissing her cheek.

"I love you." She whispered, finally letting go.

Matty's POV

My heart shattered as I watched Juniper skip away with Jasper. But I knew something for sure—I had to make this work. I wasn't going to let them get away. I closed my hotel door and started to pack up my things.

My mind was cluttered of thoughts of Jasper. Her small body looked healthy again. She felt right in my arms. She was my moon and Juniper was my sun. Both helping me get through the day and the night. They gave me purpose. I smiled to myself, hoping this would be a permanent happiness. But when I found Jasper's note, tears welled up.

Matthew,

I'm so sorry. I wish I hadn't done this to you. Or Juniper. You are exactly what she needs because she is cut from your cloth. Believe it or not—she is a direct replica of you. She needs you. I'll leave you my number and address. Please don't let me go again.

Love always,

Jasper

I immediately picked up my phone. I changed Jasper's contact number and saved her address as well. I rang her up, but was sent to voicemail. "I'll never lose you again. I'll always find you. I love you, both of you, very much." I whispered.