Learn to love again- Auslly

Mind battles & getting left behind

Chapter 17.

Austin P.O.V

The pavement seemed to crumble underneath me as I fell to the ground, breathing heavily. I looked back to see Sonic Boom in the distance. It looks like I've ran about 10 blocks away. My heart is beating a mile a minute and all I can hear, see, and feel is that image burned into my memory. Its so clear, too clear everything on inside seems to be falling apart. I feel sick and full of adrenaline I can't help but scream.

I finally understand what Ally is going through. Ally....... Ally! Oh no! I left her, I can't believe I would do something so stupid! She needed me and I just ran off. I mentally debate on whether I should I go back or not. Will I be able to face her? Before I knew it I was already running to Sonic Boom.

I finally got there to see it was locked. I wanted to knock like a madman or break down the doors but I stopped myself. I saw it... Her, Ally she was on the floor with her head tucked to her chest sobbing. I watched her for a while. She looked so......broken, so distraught exactly how I was feeling inside right now. She looked up, and our eyes met.

"I need you..." She mouthed to me. Everything about the look she had was too familiar, the fear, the desperation set off something inside me. My head was spinning the memory continually flashing through my mind. I couldn't take it, cowardly I ran off mentally screaming at myself.

What have I done?

Man I can't believe it's 2014 already! Ugh but that means I have to go to school in a few days:( is it just me or do you feel like with celebrities when you stalk their Instagram read all their tweets and watch all their interviews that you know them and in your mind you're friends, but then realize they probably have no idea who you are. Yeah..... So what do you guys think Austin remembers??

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