Harry
Dear Raelynn,
I haven't heard from you since I left. I came to the funeral to which I'm sure you probably noticed. I meant no disrespect to you or Jake and his family. I feel horrible for everything, I could've helped but I got scared and I didn't. This paper is tear stained and probably smells like alcohol. Yeah, alcohol. I've been drinking a lot since we ended. It's the only way I can surpass my psychotic thoughts. Oh how I miss you, kitten. I can still hear your laugh, though it's starting to fade away from my brain. I can't sleep without dreaming about you my angel. It's the only way I can talk to you or touch you but then I wake up from those dreams wishing that they were real.
I heard you have a family now. I'm happy that you are happy. I remember you saying you wanted kids, now you have them... but I wish they were mine too. I wanted to start a family with you, I wanted to marry you. I caused a lot of chaos in your life and I'm truly sorry. I'm writing this letter to say goodbye and I love you. Hopefully I'll see you in the afterlife but I truly doubt that. I was in too much trouble to go to heaven with such an angel.
Until next time..
-Harry
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Pyschopath ||•Harry Styles•||
Random"Death is not scary. Its where you'll be if you ever leave me" He growled in my ear. I whimpered and stared at him in horror. "I- um... OK" I stammered scared of what would happen if I said no or tell him to get away from me. He gave me a hard star...
