Pyschopath ||•Harry Styles•||

39:Go.

Raelynn

This Harry wasn't the old Harry, it was worse. He wouldn't let me do anything.

He was more demanding then he was before about everything. I haven't said anything to him since I went to the bathroom. That was maybe 2 hours ago.

How could he be this way after what I just done for him at the cemetery? I took care of him when we got back because he wasn't feeling well. I get the short end of the stick every time and it's annoying.

Harry was in the bathroom showering. He has been in there for about 5 minutes. I just sat here thinking, what went wrong?

I sat here for ten more minutes until the bathroom door opened and Harry came out. I looked at him, "Can I go downstairs?"

"No."

I huffed, he won't let me leave the room and it's annoying me.

"Why are you acting like such a prick?" I mumbled but he heard me. He just stared at me with a hard intimidating gaze.

"Because I let you come to far into my life. I've told you way to much about me and I know you'll be trying to run off soon. I need you to be afraid of me again so you won't think of running off."

"If I wanted to leave, and I'll be honest I wanted to leave so many times, but I didn't stay because I was afraid of what you might do. I stayed because I didn't want you to be alone, those voices eat you alive when you're alone. I've come to notice that. I stayed because I wanted to help you and because I fucking love you." I spat. I got up not asking if I could and went downstairs.

He had to be kidding me with that weak ass excuse. He fucking crazy and I need to stop falling for his damn tricks. I love him, I do but I can't keep doing this anymore.

I slipped on some shorts and my shoes that were by the door and grabbed one of the car keys and left. I hopped in the car and drove off. I saw Harry in the rear view mirror in the doorway of the house watching me drive away. He was pissed but I didn't care I just drove.

I didn't know why but I drove to the cemetery his sister was at. I sighed and parked the car and took the short walk to her grave.

When I got there I sat beside her tombstone. "Your brother," I chuckled, "He's a handful and more."

I sighed and looked up at the sky. "I can't believe I'm sitting here right now talking to his dead sister." I mumbled.

"I don't know what happened.. He just went back to that dark and evil Harry that I hate and I'm scared of. He went back to being the Harry that hits me, and bruises me." My eyes started to water.

"I don't want to leave him, but it's been almost a year of me being abused one minute then treated well the next. I can't handle all these emotional roller coaster rides with him anymore. But-" I chocked out a sob, "But I love him. I love him so much. He doesn't understand that I was staying to because I wanted to. He thinks that I still hate him and that he needs to be the way he is to keep me but if he stay the way he is..I'm leaving."

"Raelynn.." I heard from behind me. I knew it was Harry, it couldn't be anyone else, I don't know anyone around here.

"Please go away." I cried, I honestly did want to leave now. But if I moved from where I was sitting on the ground he was going to grab me.

"No, get up and let's go." He demanded.

"No, Harry. You leave, I'm not going anywhere with you."

"Raelynn, I'm not going to repeat myself. I'm fucking warning you." His face was turning red.

I stood up, "I won't repeat myself either!!" I yelled at him. He slapped me and grabbed me by my hair forcing my to look at him.

"Do I look like I give a fuck about what you won't and will repeat? We're leaving." He said in my face.

"Harry, please.." I begged, "Look at me, look what you're doing to me. Can't you see that I've had enough? It's time to let go."

He looked at me, no, he stared at me. He eyes held deep remorse, and fear. Then he let go of my hair and backed away slowly.

"Raelynn, don't leave me." He said.

I shook my head and looked at the ground. "I have to leave. I'm not safe with you. If I stay, I'll end up dead."

It was quiet after I said that, you would've thought he had walked away from how quiet it was but he was still there.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a wad of money. He dropped it at my feet.

"Go."