Pyschopath ||•Harry Styles•||

4: I Already Know.

Raelynn

Maybe I shouldn't have said that because now he's for sure gonna keep bothering me and I really just want him to go away or do I? Honestly I was beginning to become frustrated, I didn't know that I still had deep feelings for him until came to me in Starbucks and now here I am lying in bed next to Liam thinking of the one person that ruined me the most. But why am I so caught on this man? He's done so much to hurt me and I still to this day don't get why I didn't try to run. I came up with so many excuses as to why I stayed but the real question is, why didn't I run?

I felt Liam turn over and sling his arm around my waist pulling me to his chest, my body stiffened. I tried to wiggle my way out of his hold but he just held onto me tighter, "Stop moving." He mumbled, his breathing started to slow down as he fell back into a deep sleep. His grip on my began to loosen up and soon I was able to take his arm off of me. I got up from the bed slowly, careful not to wake him. 

I creeped out of our bedroom and down to the kids room and peeked my head in to check on them before heading downstairs to the kitchen. I checked the time on the stove "3:40 am" it read and I sighed.

I groaned "What the fuck?"

I knew that if Liam woke up and I wasn't there beside him he'd be pissed but I couldn't sleep -- I had Harry in my head, his new hair cut, the stubble on his chin and upper lip, his raspy english accent and his long boney fingers wrapped around my wrist. The sparks were still there. I sighed and grabbed a glass from the cabinet and a bottle of wine from to pantry. Even after all that shit he did, I fucking missed him. 

I moved quietly and cautiously around the kitchen, I poured the wine into the glass and drink it down in a one gulp. I glanced at the glass before just putting it in the dishwasher and drinking the wine from the bottle. 

"What the hell are you doing?" I heard Liam growl from behind me. I jumped in fright, my grip on the wine bottle tightening. 

Here we go. I just want to get drunk and forget about all of this. " Do you hear me talking to you?" he stalked over to me and grabbed my arms forcefully. 

"I- I couldn't sleep so I came to get something to drink." I stumbled as I tried to get out of his hold. His grip on my arm tightened and he pulled me to him. 

"Look, I don't know what's going but you better fix it." He said before he let me go and went back upstairs. I sighed. My life is just a big mess and the only good thing that came out of it was my kids but their father is someone that I will never escape. When will I get away? I took a big swig of the wine before the wine away and made my way up the stairs slowly. I didn't want to get in the bed with him but I knew that if  I didn't then he would fuss and hurt me.

When will this be over? Liam was so sweet once upon a time, he was gentle and he took me out all the time. When I got pregnant with the twins he became distant and kind of mean. I don't know why but he just did and it scared me shitless when he first hit me. The crazy thing about when he first hit was that I wished Harry would come and save me.

Harry. I want Harry but at the same time I know that he is no good for me or my kids. Danger follows him like his shadow and I can't put my kids in that kind of danger. 

But he has not been in any kind of trouble lately as he says. He has joined the Italian Mafia he is protected by them but they are dangerous as well. I sighed in defeat and eased my way into our room and lay down as far away from Liam as I could but he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me against him.

The Next Morning

Liam had already left for work by the time I had woken up. 

"Mommy!!" Yelled the twins as the burst in the room, jumping onto the bed.

"Yes?"

"There's a man at the door asking for you." Alessia said. I looked at them confused, people don't usually stop by here unless it's my mom. I got up from the bed and slipped on my slippers and my robe. I walked out of the bedroom, the kids following behind me and we all walked down the stairs. I got to the door and opened it. 

There stood the man I couldn't get out of my head all night. His tan skin glistening with sweat , he wore basketball shorts and a grey muscle shirt. 

"Harry, what are you doing here?" I narrowed my eyes at him, I was completely confused. What if Liam was still here? He would've thought that I invited Harry here or something. 

"I couldn't stop thinking about you." he said lowly.

"Did you run here?" 

"No, I actually bought a house close by so I could be closer to you. I was out for a jog and my men said that Liam left so we came over."

"We? You brought them here."

"Like I said before, love, they were the only ones who knew exactly where you lived. I wanted to see you so I told them to bring me and here we are." He smiled charmingly, his dimples appearing. He's so sexy. 

NO RAELYNN, STOP THINKING LIKE THAT. LIAM WILL KILL YOU. HARRY IS DANGEROUS AND HE HURT YOU SO MANY TIMES IN THE PAST JUST LET IT GO.

"You can't be here. Liam would be so upset if he knew you were here." I said, I needed him to go before-

"Too bad, I already know," Oh Fuck.