Harry
-8 months later-
"I keep having this dream about my kitten, she was covered in her own blood begging for me to stop. I'm laughing hysterically at her fear and I stand over her trembling body showing my dominance over her. But it kept repeating every night since she's left. Every night I sleep holding her pillow and every night her scent fades away. The more her scent fades the worse the dream is, the more the scent fades the dream extends and I am close to killing her each time.
I try to keep myself awake at night by working longer and pulling all nighters, drinking energy boosters and coffee, or I go to the gym and work out for hours until I feel like I'm gonna pass out. I miss her and I've been taking my meds every day and night like she begged of me but now I can't show her how much I've in proved and I've been getting better. It sucks that I'm locked here working from a room with a bed, desk and lamp. I'm lucky you guys even let me go to the gym for that long without thinking I'm gonna hurt myself."
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I know, it's extremely short but it's there. I'm sorry about how short it is.
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Pyschopath ||•Harry Styles•||
Diversos"Death is not scary. Its where you'll be if you ever leave me" He growled in my ear. I whimpered and stared at him in horror. "I- um... OK" I stammered scared of what would happen if I said no or tell him to get away from me. He gave me a hard star...
