Pyschopath ||•Harry Styles•||

3: He's What?

Raelynn 

"What do you mean you've watching me?" I said lowly.

"Well listen, I just wanted to be sure that you were safe after everything but I went to jail. Can I just explain everything to you later?" Harry said as he motioned to all the listening ears and prying eyes. I huffed. He can't be serious right now. He let my best friend die because he was a selfish ass that never thought about the affects his decisions had on others and now he expects me to forgive him?

Sounds about right. 

He grabbed my hand, dragging me out to his car. I watched as he opened the door for me and suddenly I remembered the first time we met and how it was at this very Starbucks, I smiled at the memory. "You're way more beautiful than I had remembered." He said, smiling at me.

I rolled my eyes and got into his car, mumbling a quick thank you. He walked around the car and got in. "So why did you go to jail? And what were you watching me for?" 

"Well I was drinking a lot and one night I got really drunk and beat a man half to death, I  was only away for a few years. After I got out I brought my business back up from the ground by partnering with the italian mafia. I got some of my men to watch you and keep you safe. I didn't let them follow you home though, I would have come by and I know you wouldn't like that." He said and all I could do was stare at him in shock. 

"The italian mafia!! ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!!" I yelled at him, "Don't you know what they could do to you? They can fucking kill you and completely wipe away any evidence of you ever being born." He only chuckled at what I said and shook his head at me.

"That is exactly why I made sure you were safe. They were the people chasing us back then but it was because of some girl I had slept with at the asylum and-"

"Wait, you slept with someone at the institution?" I said lowly, I couldn't be mad about this because I do not think of him in the way I used to. I was completely over those feelings. 

 If you were then why are you getting upset about this, Raelynn?  

Ok, I'm gonna be honest this was kind of upsetting, how could he say that he loved me so much and obsess over me but still sleep with another girl? And how could he let my best friend die because of people that were chasing him? So instead of asking anymore questions I just opened the door and got out. 

"Raelynn!!" he called to me but I ignored him for some unknown reason this hurt, the memories hurt and I wasn't about to let this happen again. I'm already dealing with Liam and Harry coming back will not make things better.

He got out of the car and jogged up to me as I quickly walked to my car. "Raelynn, wait."

"No, I have to go." I said as I walked keeping my eyes forward. If I looked at him I would break down. Liam hitting me, on top of Harry being back, on top of me still mourning my best friend, on top of trying shield my kids from their abusive father it's all too stressful. 

He grabbed my arm yet again making me stop in my tracks. "What?!" I snapped, I was getting annoyed, "Why can't you leave me alone? Just stay out of my life." 

"I can't do that and I have no idea why I can't but I need you."

I laughed sarcastically, "How many times have I heard that from you and Liam? Why do I have such bad luck? Two guys that are abusive in a fucking row and I can't escape either of them, why am  being punished?" I exasperated. 

"He's what?"