I can't remember your face.
It's like you're invisible now...
But there's no time to waste
I am older now —
I shouldn't be thinking of you.
But I can't help it.
Once upon a time you,
were my one and only view.
But that's the thing...
I've never been able to tell you,
how angry I am with you.
I am not the little five year old girl you remember.
You shattered my world.
Did you know?
All I could ask was...
"Where did daddy go?"
Mom pretended —
behind a brick wall façade
She had to be strong...
You not only broke her,
you broke me.
The glass shards...
still —
a pain resonating...
We had to forget —
She made me forget...
She did it to protect me from you.
All you did was turn my bright day blue with faint memories...
Now I can't remember even the slightest.
But there's a part of me that wished I remembered,
and that longing only grew.
If I could see you once I would ask you why?
"Why did you leave your family behind?"
"Did you not love us anymore?"
Well, I'm sorry if that's the case,
I would have never wanted to be a burden ruining —your life.
No —
that would have caused too much strife.
Now, what can a girl do?
If all she wanted was a father too...

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Puisi⊰ Where faint thoughts are lost... Highest Rank #25 in Poetry (February 14, 2018) Copyright © 2023 by sonderonce. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED