At the age of fourteen, I found out about MDLG/DDLG. 'Maybe this was what I really needed' I told myself. I soon fell in love with the lifestyle and it took me no time at all to get into my head space which was between 2-3 years old.
I secretly started to order onesies, sippy cups, pacis, coloring books and pencils, adult baby dresses and even pull ups.
And now at the age of 16, it is difficult to live a whole day as an adult without slipping into my headspace and I was even more scared of getting caught, my aunt.
So I go to the only place where I can be myself and stay in my head space as long as I like, the forest.
There is a forest close to my aunt's house but she never goes there because she thinks 'it's dangerous'.
After sneaking out of the window to go to the forest almost every day, I got comfortable there. The surprising thing is that I don't usually like going out alone but I always felt a pull towards the forest and I felt safe there....
