Text me| Mark Thomas fanfiction

Chapter 28

A/N: Excuse my interruption but, before I begin my next chapter I would like to strongly ask for all of your forgiveness, I realize it has been forever and I know I don't have any really good excuse other than school but, I have been thinking about you all and the book in general. I know I hate it when my favorite book isn't updated so, I need to treat you how I would treat myself - xoxox

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The soft sound of the winter wind echoed in my ears as I recalled what exactly he had said to me that gloomy day. Of course, I had been having troubles with my own feelings toward him but who could've guessed he did too. 

November had quickly came to a close and soon snowflakes filled the sky, causing the emotions I once had to grow only bigger. Mark had just gotten out of basketball practice and decided to call me, being the narcissistic bitch I am, I assumed it was for some comforting, "baby it's cold outside"  shit. However, when I picked up the phone all I heard was sobbing.

I could feel his tears and even through the cellular device, my heart breaking with every breath, "Mark?" I muttered, daring to further the conversation.

"I-I'm so sorry for what I'm about to tell you-" His voice broke as he tumbled into more sobs causing fear to rise up from the pit of my stomach, shaking my heart like a typhoon. 

"I... don't know if you will ever... forgive... me b-but... I love you.... a-and.... I'm so-" 

"Mark," I murmured, "It's okay, you can tell me." My voice attempted to ring out soft and understanding but inside I felt disgusting and vile. 

"Okay," He sighed, getting ready to let out all the hell hounds on Earth as he said, "I've been cheating on you..." And there it was, the truth, the end the worst thing I could have ever heard. Was I not good enough for him, did I not provide enough, was I too ugly, too fat, or too scronny for him? I wanted to scream, I wanted to beat him to a pulp but I knew if it were me, I'd want him to listen. "With who?" I bellowed, keeping my voice just soft enough to be stern but not chastising. 

"With Taylor." Okay, no. No, no, no, no, no! It was one thing he cheated on me but worse, with my best friend. I could barely keep cool, I literally felt my temperature exceeding human limits. 

"Why?" I pondered, lowering my tone, "Why the hell, Mark?" A deep breath came through the phone leaving all of my emotions scattered by the brief winds, "I didn't mean it, okay? I was angry and I felt alone and desperate so when I told Taylor she offered to hang out and talk about it. I guess we got carried away and it was only one time, I promise, you know  me, baby. I regretted it right away. I want you, no, I need you. You're my best friend and the only girl I could ever actually fall for. "

For some reason, a smile scrawled across my face but it wan't an, "oh baby, I forgive you" mushy-type smile, no, it was a, "I just fucking give up" smile. This couldn't be our first real fight it just couldn't be, "Seems as if I do know you, huh? I bet I know Taylor a hell of a lot too... I mean, I would have totally  guessed you would cheat on me and for her to instigate it. Yup, for sure, thanks a lot, baby. "

"Ka-" Not waiting for what he had to say, I slammed the hang-up button and shoved my phone in my pockets, what was I going to do?

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WOAH HELL OF A CHAPTER THERE AH? Do you think she should forgive Mark or should we give her time too cool off? Do you think I should find a short time love interest for if she does end up cooling off? Are you surprised Mark did this to her? Like, Add and Comment on my story for more extravagant chapters!

Note: Nothing against Mark. I think he's totally cool and semi-genuine internet figure. This is more portraying a character I made rather than the actual Mark Thomas-