Hold on till may | kellic

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Vic's POV

Beep. Beep. Beep. My alarm clock woke me up.

7.00am It read

'Urgh' I thought. But then I remembered.. 'KELLIN!' I screamed with the biggest smile on my face. I jumped out of bed, ripped my pyjama shirt off, Flung on my favourite Marilyn Manson shirt, pulled up my black skinny jeans I bought this Weekend from Hot Topic, brushed through my long, wavy hair and chucked on my favourite snapback. 'No time for breakfast', I thought to myself. With a smile that didn't seem to fit on my face, I picked up my guitar and started writing a song. I had 40 minutes until I had to leave to catch the bus.

Writing songs always puts me in a good mood when it's early in the morning. I wanted to be especially happy for Kellin, I mean he'd never like me in the way that I like him but.... things are always worth a try.

I Decided to name the song 'Kissing In Cars.' I wrote it for Kellin. But he'd never hear it. That upset me. He'd never feel the same way about me. I sighed and put my guitar away. The Bus pulled up outside my house and beeped. I really didn't want to get on. But if Kellin was there when the bus reached the school, it would be worth it.

So I picked up my Backpack and dragged myself to the bus. I sat on a seat near the front. All the 'populars' sit at the back and I didn't want to bump into one of them. I made that mistake yesterday. The Bus finally pulled up outside the school. The first thing I saw was Kellin staring at me through the windows. My heart skipped a beat. He looks even cuter than I remembered.

Kellin's POV

3.00 am my watch read. I never thought i'd say this but.. school can't come quick enough. I stared at the ceiling. I hate being awake early in the morning. I think too much and upset myself. 'He'll never like you' I kept telling myself ' Why would anyone ever want to date you?' A voice kept repeating in my head. My eyes started filling up with water. I've never loved someone as much as I love Vic. I'm completely sure about it now. I love Vic and no matter what, I don't think thats ever going to change. That's what scares me. I know he would never want to date me. But I know that I would never be able to move on.

Somehow I managed to drift off to sleep, and I was awoken by my alarm on my phone hours later. 'Knives and Pens' By Black veil brides played loudly. This cheered me up. I love this song. I slid out of bed and had a shower. I didn't bother turning the temperature up. I let the freezing water hit me like a thousand needles. Soon I was numb and I couldn't feel it anymore.

I got out of the shower and wrapped a warm towel round me. It felt like hugging a polar bear, (which I haven't done, and don't intent to.)

I flung on my Black Veil Brides tee and pulled up my skinny jeans. I combed through my wet, black hair and threw on my beanie. I slipped on my Vans and ran to the bus. I must have spent too long in the shower because the bus driver was very obviously looking at his watch and sighing as loudly as humanly possible.

The bus flung around the corner and entered the school's parking lot. Vic wasn't here yet. I climbed off muttering ' thanks' to the driver and waiting by the Oak tree for Vic's bus to pull up.

About 5 minutes later, I saw a familiar face with wavy brown hair and the most adorable face ever. I grinned and stared at him, trying to catch his attention. He turned round and looked at me through the bus window. He smiled, and walked through the door, thanking the bus driver.

He walked over to me and smiled. It looked sad though. 'Are you okay?' I asked, Slightly concerned. 'Yeah, I'm fine' Vic replied plastering a very bad fake smile across his face.

'No, You're not.' I said.

'Please tell me whats wrong, You can tell me anything. You know that.' I begged him

He smiled slightly, but it was a sad smile. He looked like he was about to cry.

'Okay.. But please, Don't hate me' He told me

' I won't' I said honestly

But as soon as he said those words, a hundred thoughts flew through my head.

What is it? Is it bad? Are we still friends? Does he hate me?

'It's going to be okay.' I reassured myself.

Vic's POV

'oh god' I thought to myself.

He knows there's something wrong.

I can't tell him. He'll hate me. We won't be able to be friends anymore. I can't tell him, He's the only thing keeping me alive. He won't like me anymore.

I can't. I can't. I can't.

'You can tell me anything. You know that.' He told me.

Oh no.. I feel so bad.. I have to tell him now.

'Okay..' I said. His face looked hopeful

I was so close to crying. I can't lose him. He's the best thing thats ever happened to me. I can't lie to him. I just have to tell the truth and accept it's over.

I took a deep breath.

'umm.. I don't really know how to put this..' I said quietly.

I could see the worry on his face.

'oh god' I said, My eyes filled up with water and I let them spill over and drip down my face.

He looked so worried. I couldn't keep him in suspense for much longer

'ok' I whispered to myself

'I kind of.. really.. like you. And not just in a friend way.' I blurted out awkwardly

Shock spread across his face like a wild fire. His eyes widened. 'I'm so sorry, please don't hate me. I can't help the way I feel!' I cried out whilst tears rolled down my cheek.

'Hate you?' Kellin said. 'Why on Earth would I hate you?!' He half whispered half yelled.

'Because.. I love you, and you don't..' I said to him, sounding like a pathetic child.

'Actually' He said, with a smile spread across his face. 'I feel exactly the same!' He laughed. 'What! Really!' I squealed. 'I didn't think you felt the same way' I cried out with delight.

'neither did I!' He laughed ' That's why I didn't say anything!'

The bell hadn't even rang yet and I knew this was one of the best days in my entire life.